I cry...

I cry because
I know he doesn't
Feel the way that I do

I cry because
I think of how pathethic I am

And I cry because
I think I'll be crying forever........

Note: Specialy dedicated to Hideaki Takizawa

Tut Tut...Lampu Ultraman dah kelip2

80%....eleh, byk lg....
60%....kang r.....
40%....boleh lg ni....
25%..."Uit, jom..ade meeting kat conference room...jgn lupe bwk laptop"

Aduii...lupe! Bat low plak, damn!

Sejak ari tersebut....
98%...uik, kene cas ni, bat dh kurang

My Poem..All guys should read!

I'll love you with all my heart
There's nothing will set us apart

I'll give you my eyes if u adore it
I'll give you my heart if you need it
I'll give you my soul if you love it
I'll give you my whole life if you want it

But sorry,
I won't give you my money even if you beg for it
Cit!

Mengarut mencarut

Seriusly ak xde keje...d past couple of weeks, i filled all d extra time playing games...mggu ni bosan sudah...so wat to do?

Bukak blog kwn, bca...(yela, nnt kate dh lupakan persahabatan plak). One post to another....Switch to another blog....one blog to another....then I notice

Besnye la blog org....ade yg menulis dengan penuh puitis, indah bahasanya (w/pn ak x brape fhm, tp wat2 jela fhm...) ade yg sungguh jujur...ade yg sungguh idealistik, full of emotions, full of experience...interesting! yup, wat kite rsa jatuh cinta pada penulisnya w/pn tak kenal rupa

Ak? Blog ak? terasa mcm full of bullshits je...hahaha....well, ak x pandai bermadah ok...n my life is not dat wonderful to tell, poor me...

Nak delete sume, rsa sayang plak...nk create blog baru, cm la rajin sgt nk menaip...sudahnye, sudahla!

Expression it is...................

Ak Tewas....

Lewat tghari itu, ak sudah siap sedia utk bjuang...semangat ku menebal...ak telah benar2 sedia...tiada lg alasan....

Mulakan langkah pertama, dan seterusnya....aah, msa itu lambat benar berlalu.....

Dan saat ini, ak diduga....nafsuku tercabar....Oh Tuhan, kurniakan ak kekuatan...

Makin lama semakin berat dugaan yg perlu ku tanggung itu...dugaan itu maha hebat....ak tidak terdaya...sesungguhnya ak insan yg lemah......telah kucuba yg terbaik, tetapi ak tewas....

2:00pm-3:00pm, Surau, tido.......

Cari kawan lama

Adeh....ngantok gile kt opis ni...tgh browse internet (dh xtau nk buka web ape lg dh). tetiba tpikir nk cr kwn lama

Ak pon taip nama dia kat google tu....ade la sket info psl dia tp xde gambo...cr kt google images, no match...adeh...tensen.......

Ak taip nama ak plak, xde gambo ak kua...yg kua gambo kwn ak ngan somi dia, ape kes?? so xleh nk salahkn google sbb tdak dpt mcari gambo kwn yg ak nk cri td

P/S: Org kate kl kite igt kt org, org tu pon akn igt kan kite...yeke?? tp dia akn cr ak ke?? hmm....

Transformers: Rise of The Fallen

Ok, ak tau ak agk ketinggalan..tp atas dsr hak bebas bsuara, ak tetap nk komen psl cite ni

If I need to rate (kl cite omputeh, rating in burger), jgn nk kate 1 burger, 1 meat patty pon ak xnk bg! sebiji bijan bleh.....

Sebab2 ak x ske:

1) Skrip merapu...pkai simple english n x pyh bbunga2 sgt xleh ke? ni bkn cite shakespeare or phantom of the opera

2) Agk lucah cite ni

3) Kwn dia tu xde gunenye...kate hebat sgt psl Autobots smpai leh create business tp hampeh

4) Towards d end, msa kat Egypt, ade adegan letup2 tu...I notice 2x dia ulang scene The Twins ilang dlm kepulan pasir

5) Robot2 ni cm berat bena je...ape yg dorg langgar sume hancur...tp cmne ade 2 decepticons leh landing atas bangunan and bgaduh atas tu tnpa mendatangkan sebarang kerosakan pd bangunan tsebut?? musykil ak

6) Peluru bjujai2, dunia dh nk ancur, hero n heroin tu gasak bcinta...nk jugak lari pegang2 tgn tu...msa ayh dia xnk lepaskn, dia sibuk soh ayh dia lari, tp bile awek ckp "I'm not going anywhere withou u", trus x ckp pape dh....dh mati idup semula, 1st thing first ckp "I Luv U"...mane dtg heroism nye?

Byk lg la ak nk komen tp mls nk taip....ak rsa, Michael Bay cm syok sndr wat cite ni. I love the cars still but I don like the storyline. Ak rsa Transformers 1 still d best movie in the decade.

P/S: tgk preview Harry Potter, cm x bes je. X sabar nk tunggu Up n Proposal.

Fall in love with the diffenrences 2

D las post I did mentioned on how important it is to accept the diffences tp post kali ni nk cite on the other side of the story lak

Mmg la kite kene terima perbezaan tu tp perlu ke kite terima secara memkhinzir buta? mmg la syg tp kl dh asik sakit ati, mane dtg bhgianye? atau kite bpura2 bhgia hanya kerana kite bjaya memiliki dia?

"ko yg tlalu memilih"
"ai, nk beli ikan kt psr pon kene pilih tau"
"ko kene terima baik buruk dia seadanya"
"ak terima but its too much...mkn ak terima, mkn dia pijak kepala...ak ade prinsip..."
"ko boleh bhgia dgn prinsip ko tu?"
"blom tentu jugak tp sekurang2nye ak tenang....ko sibuk tekankan yg kite perlu menerima psgn kite seadanya, I think nasihat tu bkn utk ak, tp utk sesiapa yg nak kan ak...tolong la terima ak seadanya..."

Ak leh trima perbezaan itu kl dia pon sma....love is about give n take right?

Fall in love with the differences

Adalah fakta bile kite dan psangan kite berbeza...org ckp itu yg serinye...kl same bosan....

Mslahnye bukan pd perbezaan tu tp pd penerimaan kite....x kisahla kl kite dn dia bgai langit dn bumi, jauh panggang dr api, asalkan kite sanggup terima, then evrything will be beautiful....

X ske a.k.a benci sgt bile ade pbezaan pendapat, and si dia (lelaki la) akn gunakan kuasa vetonye sbg lelaki utk menegakkan ape yg dia rsa...kl kite x ikut, di katenye kite ni pandai melawan...adeh....kate cinta, sanggup sehidup semati, tp ni baru soh ikut ckp kite sket dh melenting egonye..ape ce???

Bahagia sgt kl ade pbezaan pendapat, dn dia mghargainye....instead of asik nk dgr ckp dia aje, dia trima pndpat kite....or kl x pon, kite leh argue secara baik...better of, jadikan perbezaan tu satu lawak, penyeri hubungan (bukannya modal utk gaduh)....sronok bile msg2 leh open-mind n blaja perbezaan minat msg2, we can learn new things and have fun! doing wat each other love, together, is more than we can ask for. bukan nk soh terima sume pendapat kite, but will appreciate if you could just listen...kl xnk trima, provide the rational reasons la....

P/S: tingat cite hindustan lakonan Hithrik n Kareena (x igt tajuk) psl pbezaan pendapat tp akhirnya jatuh cinta.....

Kita dapat rasa kl org tu x cintakan kita

I got this phrase when I talk to my sis last nite

Yup, I am totally agree with the statement....kite mmg dpt rsa kl org tu x cintakan kite....cume kdg2 bile org tu ckp sumthin sweet sket je, kite dh cair.....xpon, nk sedapkan hati kite, kite ckp dlm hati "he loves me, he just donno how to express it"

Kite dah tahu n kite dpt rsa tp kite nk stay gk ngan dia...knpa? sbb kite harap dia akn brubah, but will he? sbb kite cintakan dia, but bbaloi ke mcintai org yg x cintakan kite?

Tp it also happen where kite rsa dia cintakan kite tp sbnrnye x pon....

Kwn ak yg sengal

A=Aku
B=My fren

Kat mall...
A: Janji kul bape? skang dh kul bape?
B: Besela, jnji melayu...
Sengih...

Kat Pizza Hut
A: Perlu ke mkn piza gune pisau n garfu?
B: Well, I was born in London u noe..
A: Ceh, td bangga sgt jd melayu! Pkai tgn sudah
Sengih...

Kat dpn GSC
B: G beratur beli tiket, ak tggu kt cni
A: xde, kl nk tgk, kite beratur sama2
B: xnk, ak x ske menunggu
A: Kl ko x ske menunggu, wat gives u d rite utk biarkn ak mnunggu ko selama stengah jam td??
Sengih....

Kat kerusi ktne ntah
B: Bosan la, nk g mane ni?
A: Ntah, mane ak tau...ko yg dh lama kt KL, ko la bwk ak jln2
B: Ntah la, ak pon xtau...bosan
A: So, ape plan ko pasni...nk stay keje kl KL or cri keje kt kpg
B: Dok KL kot
A: Nape?
B: Sbb KL bes, ade mcm2
A: Bukan td ko kate KL ni bosan ke??
Sengih....

Still kt mall
B: Abes nk wtpe ni?
A: Blk r
B: Ala, bosan la blk, awal lg...ak kt umah pon bkn ade watpe
A: dh tu?
B: Jom lepak mamak

Borak jap, dia mnguap...30mnt kemudian, dia mnguap lg....15 minit kemudian, dia mnguap lg....

A: Jom la blk
B: Jom, ak pon dh ngantuk ni
A: Kl dh ngantuk ajk ak lepak mamak ni aphal??
Sengih....

Kat mane la ak jumpa kwn ak ni?? Nape la ak ditakdirkan utk bjumpa dgn dia??

Ak bukan bodoh la, bodoh!

Sakitnye la ati bile...

A-Aku
B-Bodoh

KES 1
A: I dh betulkan effective date ni las week tp x reflect la kt cni, cmne ek?
B: U go here bla bla bla....but b4 u do this, u email PM tu tanya effective date dia bile
A: Dah (sbb ak dh kompemkan la makanye ak tau dia x reflect...kl ak xtau, cmne lak ak tau menatang ni salah)

KES 2
B: I rsa # la
A: x, bukan # tp *
B: You cannot! cannot be *! better check again wif PM

Send an email to PM and the reply said "Yes, u r correct Farah"

A: See, i've told ya
B: No, i think its not correct..
A: Up to you...it is already confirmed that I am right

Sakit jiwa la ak keje ngan org cmni....urrghh....

Sakit ati!!!

Rini buka email n bca email ni;-

"We conducted an analysis to determine the top utilized websites that were not used for business purposes. Based on our findings and given our current limited bandwidth, we have now blocked selected websites that are not used for business purposes (i.e. Facebook, music streaming etc.). Internet access should be limited to IBM business or activity that pertains to your work only.
We will continue to work diligently with our IT team to sort out a longer term solution to ensure we are all able to effectively and efficiently perform our work."

Ade ke patut?? TAK PATUT!! sape kate facebook is not pertains to my work? tanpa fb, hidupku x bmakna and ak rsa sungguh demotivated utk bkerja....owh, alangkah bosannya hidup ini....

Eeee.....sakit ati!!

The New Phase

Smalam bca blog kwn ak, dia cite psl keje dia...kene wat ini, wat itu...skeati dia je tipu bos sbb nk elak wat keje yg x tmaktub dlm LOA...berkire, jgn x berkire...

Sorg lg call ak not long ago, said that she hated her job...so dia nk cr keje len

Sorg lg plak, pergi interview, katenye dh dpt job tu, report duty on 1st july tp dh 1st July pon x dpt lg offer letter...risau bukan main...ari-ari mengadu 'kesengsaraan' dia tu....but finally, dia dpt offer tu, effective 15th July...huhuhu....i'm glad for him...

This is the new phase of my life....dh start keje...so sume cite ngan kwn2 pon psl keje je....dh xde lg cerita psl budak ensem kt kelas seblah....or soalan kat buku teks page 18 tu x dpt nk diselesaikan, jwpn x same ngan jwpn kt blakang....kl borak pon psl hal mslah kt tempat keje, of course tajuk utamanya ngumpat bos la...hahaha....

The next phase, mesti cerita psl kawen....kawen? ermm...lambat lg kot.....

Thanx to my dear friend Izzah

Highest compliment to my dear friend Izzah who so rajin n baik ati to create this beautiful theme for my blog...exactly like I wish it should be

Ak ni slow sikit bab2 teknologi ni...nsb bek ade kwn yg teror multimedia, leh dpt khidmat secara pcuma...soon kwn ak grad engineering n medic....leh la ak wat umah n dptkn medical advise secra percume...pergh, alangkah bahagia....

nmpknye ak perlu perluaskn rangkaian kenalan ak....technically, ak perlu seorg kwn yg bjawatan Pegawai Bank spy senang ak nk wat loan...huhuhu....

Nape ek???

Nape ek?? Every Jumaat x byk kete on d road...sronok je ak memecut...cepat je smpai opis...

Nape ek?? w/pn pg Jumaat x byk kete, you'll wait on d evening, after offis hour, byk pulak keretanye...mane dtg kete2 ni? pg td xde...

Nape ek?? kl ari Isnin tu, kereta byk bena...d same time I went out from house, smpai kt opis mesti lewat 15minutes!

X fhm la...ade ofis yg keje 4 ari sehari jeke? ade company yg wat meeting every monday ke? nape traffic jd cmtu ek? nape ekk????

Sedih...kene marah...

Sedihnye....rini kene marah....silly stupid mistake I made....I well deserved it TAPI...

Kene mrh dah tua2 ni, rsa lain macam la...kl kecik2 dulu kene mrh, masuk telinga kiri kua telinga kanan la...tp skang ni bile kne mrh, rsa rendah diri, demotivated, humiliated sgt2...rasa menyampah pon ade...hek eleh, psl hal kecik nk kecoh2, apahal...I'm not stupid, I just a bit careless, don't make such a fuss leh tak

Dan yg plg sengal, bile ade je yg nk jadi sekam dlm api....I already admit my mistake kn, x payah la nk bg syarahan panjang lebar lg....saje nk menambah bengang n sakit ati...again, I'm not stupid...I saw where I've done wrong so x payah nk lecture lagi ok

Call me keras kepala...call me 'bega'...call me 'kedegaq'...I don care...don upset when I tend not to hear to you when I've confess my mistake....a silly stupid small tiny mistake....huh!

Welcome Onboard

Hahaha....sendiri menyambut diri sendiri

Yeay yeay, dh ade blog...ak dh ade blog kt frenster seblom ni tp kt opis baru ni xleh buka frenster lak...kwn ak kencang dok xpress emotion dia, ak nk gk...makanya ak create blog kt Blogspot ni

Sori zah, ak x ikut idea ko...cm best je Blogspot ni....no heart taking ek dear....

looking forward to express myself....