Saya ske!!

Today, for the first time, I went to pasar malam with my mom. Yela, rini sume orang cuti, so dapat la gi pasar malam ngan mak. Kalau tak biasanya kol8 mlm baru tiba umah, tak sempat nak gi pasar malam.

Pergi kedai rojak buah kegemaran...mak dan makcik tu berborak, amalan biasa untuk beramah mesra. Makcik tu pandang ak. Then she asked my mom;

"Skolah dah nak start lama lagi ye..."

My mom looked blur..donno wat to say...or rather donno why Makcik Rojak asked that question. However, my mom nodded.

"Persiapan skolah dah beli?"

Again, my mom blur...then I said

"Saya dah tak skolah dah..."

"Laaa...yeke?" spontaneously Makcik Rojak gelak.

Next, we went to gerai nasi kerabu. Same as before, my mom start a friendly conversation with Makcik Nasi Kerabu. Then Makcik Kerabu asked

"Datang ngan anak ke?"

My mom nodded.

"Paling kecik?"

Nodded again.

"Tingkatan berapa?"

"Dah kerja dah..."

"Laa...yeke....."

Korang leh imagine la betapa lebarnye senyuman aku, terbawak-bawak sampai ke rumah! HAHAHAHAHA....ske ske!

Power of kid

A missed call from Along, call her back.

"Assalamualaikum. Nape Long?"

"Waalaikumussalam. Takde, tadi Hazeeqah nak cakap, jap ek"

I heard my Along called her daughter...and I heard the tiny voice through my cellphone.

Adik=My niece
Cik=Me

"Hello cik...adik sayang tok mak..."

"Yea...cik pon sayang tok mak jugak"

"Adik saaaayaaanngg cik"

"Yea...cik pon sayang adik gak"

"Ok dah"

??????? Along took over the phone.

"Ape kene anak-anak Along tu? Ok ke?"

"Hahaha....ok je"

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I was totally confused. It's weird to received a call from my niece or nephew, let alone to hear them expressing such love to me. But then, it occurs to me...

Aha....the schooling will start soon. Ni kes nak bodek makcik dia la ni....this must be about new pencil box, new colour set, Barbie bag...hmmm....Sabo jela....

Need to squeeze some budget from my next month salary for them. Nasib baik ade Y.E.S! Waaa....!!!!!

Budak ngade..

Dreaming la you!

"I want to be loved like Bella"

"Sure you can dear. But search oversea, not here. Malaysian guys are not romantic"

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Agree!!!

Here are what Malaysian guys like;

1. Treat them like a man and you'll be happy. Unlikewise, don't expect to be happy because they treat you like a woman.


2. "Lipat kain? Keje perempuan" "Basuh pinggan? Keje perempuan" "Kereta tu dah kotor, basuh la...orang perempuan pon boleh buat"


3. We need to serve them good meal but they won't open the door for us.


4. Women nowadays need to be good at cooking, house chores, sewing AND provide some money to the house. But men, since they provide the money, they can just call for the service.


5. When a wife ask for money to buy barang kemas, she is called queen control. But when a wife work to pay for the house rent so that the husband can drive Mitsubishi Lancer, she is called a good wife who's willing to help the husband.


6. They always want to be the 'man' and we would always be the 'woman'. Full stop!

Just keep dreaming...only in dream we can have Edward and Jacob. Huhuhu....

Aku pilih derita merinduimu

"Please bagi I satu lagi peluang.."

"Untuk ape?"

"Untuk I tebus kesalahan I pada you"

"Takde ape yang you boleh buat untuk tebus kesalahan you tu. I takkan maafkan you sampai bila-bila"

"I menyesal....I tak sangka dia macam tu. Skarang baru I sedar yang you jauh lebih baik dari dia"

"A'ah, yela tu..memang semuanya salah orang lain, you aje yang betul. Dulu pun you cakap macam tu pada I. You cakap dia lebih baik dari I. Lepas dia tinggalkan you, you cakap dia pulak yang jahat. Dulu, dia tu macam bidadari, sampai you sanggup tinggalkan I untuk dia."

"I jaga dia sebaik mungkin, tapi dia tak pernah hargai. Dia kata dia tak bahagia dengan I...tapi you lain, you jaga I baik"

"See...sedangkan orang yang you sayang pun tak bahagia dengan you, you ingat I bodoh sangat nak balik pada you?"

"Sayang please....bagi I peluang"

"Diam! Jangan panggil I sayang! Jijik! Pergi cari orang lain. Jangan ganggu I!"

Bukan tak sayang, bukan tak mahu beri peluang....tapi cukup-cukuplah. Tak sanggup rasanya sejarah lama berulang.

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