Today, for the first time, I went to pasar malam with my mom. Yela, rini sume orang cuti, so dapat la gi pasar malam ngan mak. Kalau tak biasanya kol8 mlm baru tiba umah, tak sempat nak gi pasar malam.
Pergi kedai rojak buah kegemaran...mak dan makcik tu berborak, amalan biasa untuk beramah mesra. Makcik tu pandang ak. Then she asked my mom;
"Skolah dah nak start lama lagi ye..."
My mom looked blur..donno wat to say...or rather donno why Makcik Rojak asked that question. However, my mom nodded.
"Persiapan skolah dah beli?"
Again, my mom blur...then I said
"Saya dah tak skolah dah..."
"Laaa...yeke?" spontaneously Makcik Rojak gelak.
Next, we went to gerai nasi kerabu. Same as before, my mom start a friendly conversation with Makcik Nasi Kerabu. Then Makcik Kerabu asked
"Datang ngan anak ke?"
My mom nodded.
"Paling kecik?"
Nodded again.
"Tingkatan berapa?"
"Dah kerja dah..."
"Laa...yeke....."
Korang leh imagine la betapa lebarnye senyuman aku, terbawak-bawak sampai ke rumah! HAHAHAHAHA....ske ske!
Wedding
Amani
Aqil Danial
Friday, December 25, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Power of kid
A missed call from Along, call her back.
"Assalamualaikum. Nape Long?"
"Waalaikumussalam. Takde, tadi Hazeeqah nak cakap, jap ek"
I heard my Along called her daughter...and I heard the tiny voice through my cellphone.
Adik=My niece
Cik=Me
"Hello cik...adik sayang tok mak..."
"Yea...cik pon sayang tok mak jugak"
"Adik saaaayaaanngg cik"
"Yea...cik pon sayang adik gak"
"Ok dah"
??????? Along took over the phone.
"Ape kene anak-anak Along tu? Ok ke?"
"Hahaha....ok je"
"Assalamualaikum. Nape Long?"
"Waalaikumussalam. Takde, tadi Hazeeqah nak cakap, jap ek"
I heard my Along called her daughter...and I heard the tiny voice through my cellphone.
Adik=My niece
Cik=Me
"Hello cik...adik sayang tok mak..."
"Yea...cik pon sayang tok mak jugak"
"Adik saaaayaaanngg cik"
"Yea...cik pon sayang adik gak"
"Ok dah"
??????? Along took over the phone.
"Ape kene anak-anak Along tu? Ok ke?"
"Hahaha....ok je"
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I was totally confused. It's weird to received a call from my niece or nephew, let alone to hear them expressing such love to me. But then, it occurs to me...
Aha....the schooling will start soon. Ni kes nak bodek makcik dia la ni....this must be about new pencil box, new colour set, Barbie bag...hmmm....Sabo jela....
Need to squeeze some budget from my next month salary for them. Nasib baik ade Y.E.S! Waaa....!!!!!
Budak ngade..
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Dreaming la you!
"I want to be loved like Bella"
"Sure you can dear. But search oversea, not here. Malaysian guys are not romantic"
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Agree!!!
Here are what Malaysian guys like;
"Sure you can dear. But search oversea, not here. Malaysian guys are not romantic"
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Agree!!!
Here are what Malaysian guys like;
- Treat them like a man and you'll be happy. Unlikewise, don't expect to be happy because they treat you like a woman.
- "Lipat kain? Keje perempuan" "Basuh pinggan? Keje perempuan" "Kereta tu dah kotor, basuh la...orang perempuan pon boleh buat"
- We need to serve them good meal but they won't open the door for us.
- Women nowadays need to be good at cooking, house chores, sewing AND provide some money to the house. But men, since they provide the money, they can just call for the service.
- When a wife ask for money to buy barang kemas, she is called queen control. But when a wife work to pay for the house rent so that the husband can drive Mitsubishi Lancer, she is called a good wife who's willing to help the husband.
- They always want to be the 'man' and we would always be the 'woman'. Full stop!
Just keep dreaming...only in dream we can have Edward and Jacob. Huhuhu....
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Aku pilih derita merinduimu
"Please bagi I satu lagi peluang.."
"Untuk ape?"
"Untuk I tebus kesalahan I pada you"
"Takde ape yang you boleh buat untuk tebus kesalahan you tu. I takkan maafkan you sampai bila-bila"
"I menyesal....I tak sangka dia macam tu. Skarang baru I sedar yang you jauh lebih baik dari dia"
"A'ah, yela tu..memang semuanya salah orang lain, you aje yang betul. Dulu pun you cakap macam tu pada I. You cakap dia lebih baik dari I. Lepas dia tinggalkan you, you cakap dia pulak yang jahat. Dulu, dia tu macam bidadari, sampai you sanggup tinggalkan I untuk dia."
"I jaga dia sebaik mungkin, tapi dia tak pernah hargai. Dia kata dia tak bahagia dengan I...tapi you lain, you jaga I baik"
"See...sedangkan orang yang you sayang pun tak bahagia dengan you, you ingat I bodoh sangat nak balik pada you?"
"Sayang please....bagi I peluang"
"Diam! Jangan panggil I sayang! Jijik! Pergi cari orang lain. Jangan ganggu I!"
Bukan tak sayang, bukan tak mahu beri peluang....tapi cukup-cukuplah. Tak sanggup rasanya sejarah lama berulang.
"Untuk ape?"
"Untuk I tebus kesalahan I pada you"
"Takde ape yang you boleh buat untuk tebus kesalahan you tu. I takkan maafkan you sampai bila-bila"
"I menyesal....I tak sangka dia macam tu. Skarang baru I sedar yang you jauh lebih baik dari dia"
"A'ah, yela tu..memang semuanya salah orang lain, you aje yang betul. Dulu pun you cakap macam tu pada I. You cakap dia lebih baik dari I. Lepas dia tinggalkan you, you cakap dia pulak yang jahat. Dulu, dia tu macam bidadari, sampai you sanggup tinggalkan I untuk dia."
"I jaga dia sebaik mungkin, tapi dia tak pernah hargai. Dia kata dia tak bahagia dengan I...tapi you lain, you jaga I baik"
"See...sedangkan orang yang you sayang pun tak bahagia dengan you, you ingat I bodoh sangat nak balik pada you?"
"Sayang please....bagi I peluang"
"Diam! Jangan panggil I sayang! Jijik! Pergi cari orang lain. Jangan ganggu I!"
Bukan tak sayang, bukan tak mahu beri peluang....tapi cukup-cukuplah. Tak sanggup rasanya sejarah lama berulang.
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Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan?
Aku masih terkilan
Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu
-Derita Merindu, Ahli Fiqir-
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I Love You Because.....
Here's a story that my mom told me one day, that almost choked me to death.
"Ada penyelia baru kat sini, muda lagi. Rajin sangat orangnye. Aritu kawan mak baru pindah, dia tolong dari pagi sampai petang, sampai nak maghrib pon tolong lagi! Dia tolong angkat barang, pastu dia buat wiring....sampai nak maghrib tu pun sempat dia potong rumput rumah Cik ***** tu. Mak cakap ngan Cik *****, "Bagus budak ni. Elok dibuat menantu" Pastu Cik ***** tu cakap "Tak boleh la kak....gaji dia berapa, gaji Farah tu berapa""
I felt like I choked on my own sulliva, and be the caused of my death. Or felt like to faint on that right moment but considering that I was driving that time, I stay cool. But seriuosly, the words hurt me so much!
So I said to my mom. Simple and brief.
"Adik tak kisah la mak...."
Sigh.............................
If only they know that material can't buy me. So you have BMW latest series? Impressive! I would love to seat on the passenger side while you take me to the fanciest restaurant in the world. But...if you only have motor kapcai keluaran tempatan, I'd still love to take the ride while you heading to the mamak to eat roti canai. And I won't mind to drive you instead to go to cinema on my expense.
As long as you are responsible enough, know how to work your tulang empat kerat, and caring, I'll you love no matter what number in your savings account.
Note: Hmmm....nak kene cari rumah penyelia tu. Pastu cakap ngan dia "Awak dah ade girlfriend tak? Kalau takde, selamat berkenalan!"
"Ada penyelia baru kat sini, muda lagi. Rajin sangat orangnye. Aritu kawan mak baru pindah, dia tolong dari pagi sampai petang, sampai nak maghrib pon tolong lagi! Dia tolong angkat barang, pastu dia buat wiring....sampai nak maghrib tu pun sempat dia potong rumput rumah Cik ***** tu. Mak cakap ngan Cik *****, "Bagus budak ni. Elok dibuat menantu" Pastu Cik ***** tu cakap "Tak boleh la kak....gaji dia berapa, gaji Farah tu berapa""
I felt like I choked on my own sulliva, and be the caused of my death. Or felt like to faint on that right moment but considering that I was driving that time, I stay cool. But seriuosly, the words hurt me so much!
So I said to my mom. Simple and brief.
"Adik tak kisah la mak...."
Sigh.............................
If only they know that material can't buy me. So you have BMW latest series? Impressive! I would love to seat on the passenger side while you take me to the fanciest restaurant in the world. But...if you only have motor kapcai keluaran tempatan, I'd still love to take the ride while you heading to the mamak to eat roti canai. And I won't mind to drive you instead to go to cinema on my expense.
As long as you are responsible enough, know how to work your tulang empat kerat, and caring, I'll you love no matter what number in your savings account.
Note: Hmmm....nak kene cari rumah penyelia tu. Pastu cakap ngan dia "Awak dah ade girlfriend tak? Kalau takde, selamat berkenalan!"
Monday, November 23, 2009
The Mistery is Solved
Last visit to my Granny's house was intensed. Once I step into the house, I felt some unexplained emotion....empty, lost and loneliness struck me.
What have gone wrong? I wonder around the house, trying to find the caused for this uneasy emotion I felt inside. To my dissappointment, I found nothing weird. That, however, not making me anyhow relief, but adding to my worries inside.
After shower that evening, I started my normal routine, watching the news. So I switched on the tv. Haa....this is something new. My Granny's tv was shrinked! Okay, I already spot the different, but I was not feeling anyhow relief. Gosh, what is it?? I screamed inside.
Suddenly I heard someone gave salam outside. Heard that unfimliar voice, I ran to the room, and let my Granny welcome the unexpected guess. Later when I heard the voice gone, I went to the living room and voilah! My Granny's tv was back to the normal size. I was informed that the man came to return the repaired tv. Oww.... Now, everything was back to normal but still, the feeling stayed. Damn!
Later on, my uncle join me in the living room. He started the conversation.
"Wangi sikit rumah atok sejak kucing takde"
Aha! That's it! That's the mystery that lingered me all this time!
"A'ah la...mana semua kucing-kucing atok? Sekor pon tak nampak"
"Pak Uda dah buang"
"Laa...kenapa?"
"Sebab dorang asyik kencing merata-rata. Yang jantan pulak sibuk nak berbini, buat tanda sana sini"
I laughed at my uncle's joke. Yeah, true...the smell is now gone. I must say it was a brilliant decision as my Granny is old enough to do the mopping everyday.
The uneasy, discomfort emotion I felt earlier, gone away that instant. But, new feeling invaded me. I felt like I miss.....yeah, I miss the cats. I miss the feeling when they lingered on my feet to seek comfort. I miss to watch them sleeping right in the middle of the entrance way like nobody's business. I miss to see their faces when I caress them until they fall asleep.
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The next morning, I heard my Granny mumbling in the kitchen.
"Ni mesti kucing orang luar ni. Kucing aku dah takde. Kucing aku tak pandai buka tudung saji"
Ok oww.....poor atok. She don't know that late last night, my uncle, my dad and I had a good supper. It was my uncle's fault that he didn't clean up the kitchen after cook the nasi goreng. But hey...shhh..........
What have gone wrong? I wonder around the house, trying to find the caused for this uneasy emotion I felt inside. To my dissappointment, I found nothing weird. That, however, not making me anyhow relief, but adding to my worries inside.
After shower that evening, I started my normal routine, watching the news. So I switched on the tv. Haa....this is something new. My Granny's tv was shrinked! Okay, I already spot the different, but I was not feeling anyhow relief. Gosh, what is it?? I screamed inside.
Suddenly I heard someone gave salam outside. Heard that unfimliar voice, I ran to the room, and let my Granny welcome the unexpected guess. Later when I heard the voice gone, I went to the living room and voilah! My Granny's tv was back to the normal size. I was informed that the man came to return the repaired tv. Oww.... Now, everything was back to normal but still, the feeling stayed. Damn!
Later on, my uncle join me in the living room. He started the conversation.
"Wangi sikit rumah atok sejak kucing takde"
Aha! That's it! That's the mystery that lingered me all this time!
"A'ah la...mana semua kucing-kucing atok? Sekor pon tak nampak"
"Pak Uda dah buang"
"Laa...kenapa?"
"Sebab dorang asyik kencing merata-rata. Yang jantan pulak sibuk nak berbini, buat tanda sana sini"
I laughed at my uncle's joke. Yeah, true...the smell is now gone. I must say it was a brilliant decision as my Granny is old enough to do the mopping everyday.
The uneasy, discomfort emotion I felt earlier, gone away that instant. But, new feeling invaded me. I felt like I miss.....yeah, I miss the cats. I miss the feeling when they lingered on my feet to seek comfort. I miss to watch them sleeping right in the middle of the entrance way like nobody's business. I miss to see their faces when I caress them until they fall asleep.
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The next morning, I heard my Granny mumbling in the kitchen.
"Ni mesti kucing orang luar ni. Kucing aku dah takde. Kucing aku tak pandai buka tudung saji"
Ok oww.....poor atok. She don't know that late last night, my uncle, my dad and I had a good supper. It was my uncle's fault that he didn't clean up the kitchen after cook the nasi goreng. But hey...shhh..........
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Rain, Raining, and Rain
It's raining season right now. Everybody has their own story bout the rain. Mr.Jack posted it already. But it is not because of him I want to write this (xde tiru-tiru de).
Talking bout rain, reminds me of a story when I was in secondary school. During the English class, we were asked to write a "karangan" with the theme "RAIN". Everybody in the class started to write on how the rain is created, or why the rain is important, whatsoever la kn...I'm bad in Science. No wait, I know the process but to explain it in English? Hancur la jawabnye....
So I decided to write a love story. About a girl who stuck in the rain, unfortunate enough that she forgot to bring her umbrella. She cursed the rain. Suddenly came this one guy offering her his umbrella and they walked together in the heavy but somehow beautiful rain. And they live happily ever after... (Ilham dr lagu "Memori Daun Pisang". If I rajin enough, I'll post the whole karangan in this blog-if and only if I can find the school book la. Hehehe)
My teacher was so happy with my 'masterpiece' and decided to post it on the annual school book. I was so proud of myself, excited and overwhlemed at the same time. Towards the end of the year, the whole class was eager to see my karangan inside. Of course my karangan is there, but to my surprise, it stated there "Written by Liana". What the.....???????
So they-whoever they are, decided (or rather making a stupid decision) to put the editor's name as the owner of my, I repeat, MY story. God knows that I felt like to burn every single book they distributed. I swore I want to make that "Liana" eat the whole book. I want to throw the book right in the face of the Head of Editor. Lucky, I didn't................
Well, that's my version of rain. Since then, I donno whether to love or to hate the rain.
But I know I love Rain...you know, the Korean Singer? My name is Rain........Hakhak!
Talking bout rain, reminds me of a story when I was in secondary school. During the English class, we were asked to write a "karangan" with the theme "RAIN". Everybody in the class started to write on how the rain is created, or why the rain is important, whatsoever la kn...I'm bad in Science. No wait, I know the process but to explain it in English? Hancur la jawabnye....
So I decided to write a love story. About a girl who stuck in the rain, unfortunate enough that she forgot to bring her umbrella. She cursed the rain. Suddenly came this one guy offering her his umbrella and they walked together in the heavy but somehow beautiful rain. And they live happily ever after... (Ilham dr lagu "Memori Daun Pisang". If I rajin enough, I'll post the whole karangan in this blog-if and only if I can find the school book la. Hehehe)
My teacher was so happy with my 'masterpiece' and decided to post it on the annual school book. I was so proud of myself, excited and overwhlemed at the same time. Towards the end of the year, the whole class was eager to see my karangan inside. Of course my karangan is there, but to my surprise, it stated there "Written by Liana". What the.....???????
So they-whoever they are, decided (or rather making a stupid decision) to put the editor's name as the owner of my, I repeat, MY story. God knows that I felt like to burn every single book they distributed. I swore I want to make that "Liana" eat the whole book. I want to throw the book right in the face of the Head of Editor. Lucky, I didn't................
Well, that's my version of rain. Since then, I donno whether to love or to hate the rain.
But I know I love Rain...you know, the Korean Singer? My name is Rain........Hakhak!
Saturday, November 14, 2009
I don't have the privilege...
Bertuah kalau kita dapat seseorang yang kita boleh share everything...everything...unfortunately, not everybody got the privilege...
Was soooo sad one day. I need to call this one friend, who I knew will understand of what I'm going to share. But to my dissappointment, the call left unanswered. Somehow, I really need someone to hear me. Aku mesej dia....
"You, I sedih...."
"Kenapa sedih ni you?" -Lega rasanya bila ada org concern
"Nothing la...dah nasib I macam ni kot...kene la I hadapi" - Decided not to let dia knows how I felt inside....because dia won't understand...
"Kenapa ni you, kenapa?" - So I decided to share....
After the long explanation, dia answered.......
"Jangan la sedih you...hal kecik je kan..."
Hmm....dah agak dia takkan faham....
"Yeah, hal kecik...so, you tengah watpe?"
"You, I minta maaf kalau I tak faham you...."
"It's ok..."
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Tak lama lepas tu, my phone rang
"Sayang, kenapa? Sorry tadi aku mandi"
" Aku..................." And I burst my tears out
Lega akhirnya dapat luahkan perasaan. Dalam hidup aku, semua orang yang aku kenal penting...let he/she be someone I know just in the cyber world. Aku tak percaya pada istilah "Dialah segala-galanya untuk aku...." or "Aku akan mati tanpanya..." sebab I had all my friends with me. Dengan merekalah aku kumpul kekuatan untuk terus hidup. And Alhamdulillah, Allah faham hamba-Nya yang sorang ni makanya Dia berikan aku kawan-kawan yang setia di sisi.
Was soooo sad one day. I need to call this one friend, who I knew will understand of what I'm going to share. But to my dissappointment, the call left unanswered. Somehow, I really need someone to hear me. Aku mesej dia....
"You, I sedih...."
"Kenapa sedih ni you?" -Lega rasanya bila ada org concern
"Nothing la...dah nasib I macam ni kot...kene la I hadapi" - Decided not to let dia knows how I felt inside....because dia won't understand...
"Kenapa ni you, kenapa?" - So I decided to share....
After the long explanation, dia answered.......
"Jangan la sedih you...hal kecik je kan..."
Hmm....dah agak dia takkan faham....
"Yeah, hal kecik...so, you tengah watpe?"
"You, I minta maaf kalau I tak faham you...."
"It's ok..."
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Tak lama lepas tu, my phone rang
"Sayang, kenapa? Sorry tadi aku mandi"
" Aku..................." And I burst my tears out
Lega akhirnya dapat luahkan perasaan. Dalam hidup aku, semua orang yang aku kenal penting...let he/she be someone I know just in the cyber world. Aku tak percaya pada istilah "Dialah segala-galanya untuk aku...." or "Aku akan mati tanpanya..." sebab I had all my friends with me. Dengan merekalah aku kumpul kekuatan untuk terus hidup. And Alhamdulillah, Allah faham hamba-Nya yang sorang ni makanya Dia berikan aku kawan-kawan yang setia di sisi.
Monday, November 9, 2009
So many...So little...
So many things to buy....so little money to spend. Waaaa.......!!!
Xpe, beli yang penting dulu. Contohnye Astro itu penting, tapi rak tv kurang penting. Kalau takde Astro, tak boleh tengok tv. Tapi kalau takde rak tv, still boleh tengok tv walaupun terpaksa menunduk sebab tv atas lantai.
Caiyokkkk!!!!!!!!!!
Xpe, beli yang penting dulu. Contohnye Astro itu penting, tapi rak tv kurang penting. Kalau takde Astro, tak boleh tengok tv. Tapi kalau takde rak tv, still boleh tengok tv walaupun terpaksa menunduk sebab tv atas lantai.
Caiyokkkk!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Crying for help
Macam mana ek bila korang marah sangat tapi x boleh nak luahkan?
Nak kongsi bengang ni ngan kawan-kawan tp masalahnye orang yg ak marah ni adalah orang yang ak sayang. Ak taknak buruk-burukkan dia depan kawan-kawan.
Nak marah dia, pangkat dia lebih tinggi dari ak. Derhaka namanya tu.
Nak tegur dia, dia tahu kesilapan dia tu tapi dia taknak berubah.
Nak bercerita dengan orang-orang yang sama-sama rapat dengan dia, ak sendiri pernah buat kesilapan yang lebih teruk. Nanti dorang cakap "Hek eleh, pandai nak sound orang. Dulu dia lagi teruk"
Abes, nak pendam sendiri je ke? Tapi ak marah sangat ni! Adoyai....tolong.....
Nak kongsi bengang ni ngan kawan-kawan tp masalahnye orang yg ak marah ni adalah orang yang ak sayang. Ak taknak buruk-burukkan dia depan kawan-kawan.
Nak marah dia, pangkat dia lebih tinggi dari ak. Derhaka namanya tu.
Nak tegur dia, dia tahu kesilapan dia tu tapi dia taknak berubah.
Nak bercerita dengan orang-orang yang sama-sama rapat dengan dia, ak sendiri pernah buat kesilapan yang lebih teruk. Nanti dorang cakap "Hek eleh, pandai nak sound orang. Dulu dia lagi teruk"
Abes, nak pendam sendiri je ke? Tapi ak marah sangat ni! Adoyai....tolong.....
Friday, October 30, 2009
Should auld acquantance be forgot?
"Hai cutie"
"Hai..how u feel, to start at BU?"
"Ah huh....(looking at a girl) Hey, she's cute!"
"Hey, u said just now I cute"
"No! She's cute but you, Comel! It's a higher level of cuteness"
"Yela tu....will miss u la"
"Will miss u too....stay cute ya?"
"Sorry, I can't. I comel....higher, remember? higher...."
"Hahahaha.....yes yes"
Seriously, I will miss you.
Bon voyage Mr. Chairman......
Mr. Chairman is doing his happie face.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Jerat persaudaraan
X reti nak describe macam mana marah and bengangnye aku skang ni. Tahap gunung berapi nak meletup la.
Tapi masalahnye, aku ni tengah marah kat kakak aku. Takyah la nak cite kenapakah, bagaimanakah atau apakah, itu blakang kira. Aku just nak cite yg aku marah sgt, tp aku xleh nk buat ape-ape, sbb dia kakak dan aku adik.
"Ha, tula...dulu dah ade akak cerewet sgt...elok je-"
"Yg dh lepas tu lepas la, xyah ungkit lg"
Errkkk...terdiam terus aku.
Huhuhu....seksanya bila kite marah tapi x boleh nk luahkan. Jerat persaudaraan betol la. Baru je nak kasi sound sket, dia sudah marah da. Sebagai adik, what else can I say??? Urgh, bengang!
Breath in...breath out....breath in...breath out....astaghfirullah alazim....astaghfirullah alazim......
Tido!
Tapi masalahnye, aku ni tengah marah kat kakak aku. Takyah la nak cite kenapakah, bagaimanakah atau apakah, itu blakang kira. Aku just nak cite yg aku marah sgt, tp aku xleh nk buat ape-ape, sbb dia kakak dan aku adik.
"Ha, tula...dulu dah ade akak cerewet sgt...elok je-"
"Yg dh lepas tu lepas la, xyah ungkit lg"
Errkkk...terdiam terus aku.
Huhuhu....seksanya bila kite marah tapi x boleh nk luahkan. Jerat persaudaraan betol la. Baru je nak kasi sound sket, dia sudah marah da. Sebagai adik, what else can I say??? Urgh, bengang!
Breath in...breath out....breath in...breath out....astaghfirullah alazim....astaghfirullah alazim......
Tido!
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Muakakaka... (jiwa kacau)
BOOOooooo utk diri sendiri
Muakakaka... (jiwa kacau)
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Ketara ke'sengalan'nya
"Its okay, I paid for u already"
"Really? Eh, xpe ke? Brape? Bia abang byr blk"
"Its okay la"
"Eh, serius ni, brape?"
"Xpela..."
Ktorg gi makan char kuey teow. U know how kuey teow's stall look like rite? It just a small stall, fit for the cook to fry the kuey-teow la. In front of the stall, he/she will put up the sign-the name of the stall and the price of the kuey-teow. This particular kuey-teow that we ate, sell only one type of kuey teow that cost RM4 per plate. So, I think u can imagine la how big the sign is.
Now, back to my Abang tadi, ak rasa cm nak tgelak besar je. Hek eleh, sengal je mamat ni...Ko dh nmpk price tu, if u really want to pay me back, bayar jela RM4. Buat-buat tanya plak...
Being a gentleman? Kl nk jadi gentleman, dari awal td dia dh byr...so kesimpulannye, dia sengal! Muakakaka.....
"Really? Eh, xpe ke? Brape? Bia abang byr blk"
"Its okay la"
"Eh, serius ni, brape?"
"Xpela..."
Ktorg gi makan char kuey teow. U know how kuey teow's stall look like rite? It just a small stall, fit for the cook to fry the kuey-teow la. In front of the stall, he/she will put up the sign-the name of the stall and the price of the kuey-teow. This particular kuey-teow that we ate, sell only one type of kuey teow that cost RM4 per plate. So, I think u can imagine la how big the sign is.
Now, back to my Abang tadi, ak rasa cm nak tgelak besar je. Hek eleh, sengal je mamat ni...Ko dh nmpk price tu, if u really want to pay me back, bayar jela RM4. Buat-buat tanya plak...
Being a gentleman? Kl nk jadi gentleman, dari awal td dia dh byr...so kesimpulannye, dia sengal! Muakakaka.....
Monday, October 26, 2009
Lantak la dia, janji dia bahagia
"Siapa Mimie tu bang?"
"Oh Mimie tu ex-tunang abg. Baru-baru ni abg jumpa dia balik, and dapat tau dia dah janda, so kapel la blk. Ujung thn ni nikah gantung insyaAllah"
Ak terkedu. Shock. Dalam ati sempat jugak terlintas "Kesian abang...."
Cop, kenapa perlu terkedu dan kesian? Sebab dia dapat janda dan bukan anak dara?
Orang Melayu kita ni takut sangat dgn perkataan "janda" tu, its like a taboo word. Jadi janda salah, kawan ngan janda salah, kawen ngan janda pon salah! Padahal x semestinye janda tu jahat. Mungkin dia jadi janda pun sebab suami dia yg salah.
Kenapa mesti nak kawen dengan anak dara dan bukan janda? Sebab janda barang "second hand"? Maaf kalau bahasa ak kasar tp memang itu pun mentaliti kita kn....Persoalannya, yg dara tu betul-betul ada dara ke?
Lantak dia la, janji dia bahagia.....Esok-esok bile dia buat kenduri, perut kita jugak yang kenyang makan lauk pengantin. Esok-esok bile dia beranak, kita jugak yang untung bila anak dia jadi pemimpin negara. Lantak dia la......
"Oh Mimie tu ex-tunang abg. Baru-baru ni abg jumpa dia balik, and dapat tau dia dah janda, so kapel la blk. Ujung thn ni nikah gantung insyaAllah"
Ak terkedu. Shock. Dalam ati sempat jugak terlintas "Kesian abang...."
Cop, kenapa perlu terkedu dan kesian? Sebab dia dapat janda dan bukan anak dara?
Orang Melayu kita ni takut sangat dgn perkataan "janda" tu, its like a taboo word. Jadi janda salah, kawan ngan janda salah, kawen ngan janda pon salah! Padahal x semestinye janda tu jahat. Mungkin dia jadi janda pun sebab suami dia yg salah.
Kenapa mesti nak kawen dengan anak dara dan bukan janda? Sebab janda barang "second hand"? Maaf kalau bahasa ak kasar tp memang itu pun mentaliti kita kn....Persoalannya, yg dara tu betul-betul ada dara ke?
Lantak dia la, janji dia bahagia.....Esok-esok bile dia buat kenduri, perut kita jugak yang kenyang makan lauk pengantin. Esok-esok bile dia beranak, kita jugak yang untung bila anak dia jadi pemimpin negara. Lantak dia la......
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Jangan dilayan....
E'eh, dia online...
"Salam Sir. I'm Farah. Still remember me? ur student who bla bla bla...."
"Sure, I still remember u. How r u?"
"Fine tq, and u?"
And the chat went on...and on...and on....
"So have u change status?"
"Not yet la sir...m still single and available. Do u have any1 to promote to me? hehehhe"
"Me. 3 lg single"
Parak! Xleh dilayan ni. Tembak!
"3? Are u sure? Not 2?"
"Ok la Farah, I'm a bit bz. Next week is exam week. Talk to you later"
"Sure sir. Bye"
Hehehhehehe.......sori la Sir, bkn nk malukan Sir, cume malas nk layan Sir mggatal. Hahaha!!
"Salam Sir. I'm Farah. Still remember me? ur student who bla bla bla...."
"Sure, I still remember u. How r u?"
"Fine tq, and u?"
And the chat went on...and on...and on....
"So have u change status?"
"Not yet la sir...m still single and available. Do u have any1 to promote to me? hehehhe"
"Me. 3 lg single"
Parak! Xleh dilayan ni. Tembak!
"3? Are u sure? Not 2?"
"Ok la Farah, I'm a bit bz. Next week is exam week. Talk to you later"
"Sure sir. Bye"
Hehehhehehe.......sori la Sir, bkn nk malukan Sir, cume malas nk layan Sir mggatal. Hahaha!!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Bukan rupe jadi ukuran
Ak ni orang yang pentingkan paras rupa dalam pasangan w/pun ak sedar ak tak la cantik sangat nak demand. Ikut taste ak la kan...kl pada ak hensem tp pada org lain tak, pedulik! Makanya kl ak dh dapat yg ensem tu, ak mula la cair thp eskem kat dalam ketuhar. Taste ak cam Aaron Aziz, Aliff Aziz, Samuel Rizal, Fahrin Ahmad tak, Johnny Depp
Dalam erti kate lain, ak x pandang sgt org yg tak hensem. Kawan je boleh la. TAPI pada malam ini ak sedar, bukan rupa jadi ukuran
Contohnya macam kawan ak ni. Dia tak hensem. Very skinny, mata a bit terjojol, a bit jongang, a bit bongkok...tapi he's very funny! Dia sangat selamba, sangat bersahaja. Dan kata-katanya bukan omong kosong, ada pengertian, ada unsur nasihat, ada impian. And when he listen to me very carefully, saya sangat suke! Dan saya mula jatuh hati....cop cop, bkn jatuh hati jatuh cinta.Jatuh hati in a sense where ak rasa senang dengan dia. Sangat senang sebenarnye...
Maka pada malam ini, ak membuat pembetulan pada diri ak, bukan rupa jadi ukuran, tapi keselesaan dan kesenangan yg dicari pada pasangan.
P/S: Tapi kl dapat yang hensem, lumayan juga dibawa ke mall.
Dalam erti kate lain, ak x pandang sgt org yg tak hensem. Kawan je boleh la. TAPI pada malam ini ak sedar, bukan rupa jadi ukuran
Contohnya macam kawan ak ni. Dia tak hensem. Very skinny, mata a bit terjojol, a bit jongang, a bit bongkok...tapi he's very funny! Dia sangat selamba, sangat bersahaja. Dan kata-katanya bukan omong kosong, ada pengertian, ada unsur nasihat, ada impian. And when he listen to me very carefully, saya sangat suke! Dan saya mula jatuh hati....cop cop, bkn jatuh hati jatuh cinta.Jatuh hati in a sense where ak rasa senang dengan dia. Sangat senang sebenarnye...
Maka pada malam ini, ak membuat pembetulan pada diri ak, bukan rupa jadi ukuran, tapi keselesaan dan kesenangan yg dicari pada pasangan.
P/S: Tapi kl dapat yang hensem, lumayan juga dibawa ke mall.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Last time
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
*When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
#When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you....
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
Repeat * & #
-Avril Lavigne-
Finally you went away....
Finally, I let you go.....
Be happy dear....my love is always for you
(Even you don't know it...)
Tak faham....
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter no
Cause I got you babe
-AKON-
The only person who don't wanna see us together is ME!
Huh? Apakah ini?
Jiwa kacau.........
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Jeng Jeng Jeng!!
The above picture is an image of a kolam I made myself, together with my two other colleagues. This is in conjunction of the Kolam Decoration Competition which was held here, in my office, in celebration for the coming Deepavali.Ape itu "kolam"? Ala, yang beras kaler-kaler yg Indian slalu hias kat rumah dorang tu. Since this is an Indian culture, I was a bit excite to join it. Ala, just to gain experience, have fun. There are 3people in my team, a Chinese, an Indian and me, a Malay. 1 Malaysia we are!
I am proud to announce that out of 13 teams who were joining in, my team won 3rd place! Yeaayyy!!! The kolam was designed by me myself, ehem ehem! Cantik tak? Sadly, we were left out by the 2nd place winner by just one mark. Urgh, geramnye!
Pape pon, I had a really great time doing it. And all other colleagues, especially Indian, are very proud with my team as we are 1 Malaysia team but manage to place ourself at 3rd place. Yeah, of course, the 2nd and first winner are an Indian team.
Sopan kah??
"Alamak, lupe nk tgk wyg rini! Adik pakai baju kurung!"
"Akk dah pakai seluar...hehehehe...nak jumpa ane?"
"Hoh, gi sendiri2 la. Adik nk balik tuka baju"
Hoh, betulkah?
Nak balik ke xnak?
Nak balik ke x payah?
Balik rumah-4okm. Dari rumah ke cinema-45km. Travel hampir 90km hanya untuk tukar baju?
Tapi, kalau tak tukar, takkan nak pakai baju kurung tgk wayang? Sopannye!
Nak balik ke taknak?
"Akk dah pakai seluar...hehehehe...nak jumpa ane?"
"Hoh, gi sendiri2 la. Adik nk balik tuka baju"
Hoh, betulkah?
Nak balik ke xnak?
Nak balik ke x payah?
Balik rumah-4okm. Dari rumah ke cinema-45km. Travel hampir 90km hanya untuk tukar baju?
Tapi, kalau tak tukar, takkan nak pakai baju kurung tgk wayang? Sopannye!
Nak balik ke taknak?
Monday, October 12, 2009
I've seen better
Yesterday, i watched this movie-Surrogates, starring my superhero idol, Mr. Bruce Willis. Its about how we live our life in the future-through Surrogates. We send them to live our daily life with our mind controlling them while our body resting at home. For better review and the ending, you should go to cinema and watch it yourself. hehehehe...
My comment would be, BORING...plain story-line, expection action, bad script. I am not saying that you should not go and watch it, but as compared to his other movies, I must say that this is the least kaboom one. My favourite will still be Die Hard. And for this robotic genre, I Robot still receive my highest vote.
However Bruce Willis, I still love you ^_^
I am captured by this Surrogate idea thou...I wish to have one. I want the one with Angelina Jolie's face so I could be Brad Pitt's wife. Hikhik!
Plan to watch Papadom lak next time.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
I'm sorry and I'm not
Yesterday, I was bloody moody. My moods swang. First I was just fine , laughing with my friends, telling jokes, and my works go smoothly. Then out of sudden, I lost my happiness and gloomy conquered me, without reason. Somehow I felt that it was rational for a woman. Hahahahahaha.....
So today, I have two confessions to make;
1- Due to my unstable emotion condition yesterday, I tend to be "honest" and spill out what I felt inside. I didn't expect that he would read it! Therefore, my deepest apologize goes to you Mr. Jacksparrow. I still admire you in many other ways thou....hehehehehe......
2- However, it was not due to my unstable emotion condition that I really pissed off yesterday. There are jokes that we just can't stand off. Look, our defintion of jokes and fun are different. So don't expect me to laugh out loud when you prank me like that and cause me a big humilition. Therefore, I am not sorry for saying those words to you. I am not the type of person who cursing out loud but somehow yesterday I did cause you were way beyond my limit.
People (including me), do respect others in the bestest way you could.
So today, I have two confessions to make;
1- Due to my unstable emotion condition yesterday, I tend to be "honest" and spill out what I felt inside. I didn't expect that he would read it! Therefore, my deepest apologize goes to you Mr. Jacksparrow. I still admire you in many other ways thou....hehehehehe......
2- However, it was not due to my unstable emotion condition that I really pissed off yesterday. There are jokes that we just can't stand off. Look, our defintion of jokes and fun are different. So don't expect me to laugh out loud when you prank me like that and cause me a big humilition. Therefore, I am not sorry for saying those words to you. I am not the type of person who cursing out loud but somehow yesterday I did cause you were way beyond my limit.
People (including me), do respect others in the bestest way you could.
Monday, October 5, 2009
You wont know..
1. Saya tak suka orang panas baran.
2. Saya tak suka orang yang mengamuk tak tentu pasal, apatah lagi kalau salah tu bukan salah saya.
3. Saya tak suka suara tinggi dan kasar.
Kakak aku pernah tanya "Adik nak yang mana-orang yang panas baran tapi faham hati adik, atau orang yang tak pernah marah adik tapi dia tak tau ape yang adik nak?" Aku jawab aku pilih orang yang tak panas baran. Mungkin sebab aku anak bongsu kot, jarang kena marah so aku tak suka dimarahi. Bukan tak boleh ditegur, tapi kalau nak menegur tu, guna cara yg lebih berhemah.
Baca blog sesorang arini. Dek kerana sifat panas barannya, dia dah buat kesilapan bodoh. Mistakenly think that the boy of his love is her boyfriend but instead, he is just a brother. He might loose the girl. Gile ko sebut perkataan Fuck tu kat depan bakal abang ipar.
Tak faham, cool sket tak boleh ke?
Tapi sebab cool dia tu la aku tak pernah faham dia. Dia selalu cakap "Tak payah plan. Just go with the flow" Ah, kusut kepala aku! And sebab cool dia tu, dia buat sesuatu yang tak boleh nk undur balik.
"I dont know what to do and what to think of" he said.
Geramnye! What does he think I would reply? I am clueless myself. Just go with the flow u said? Ha, skang, berenang la ko sorang2!
2. Saya tak suka orang yang mengamuk tak tentu pasal, apatah lagi kalau salah tu bukan salah saya.
3. Saya tak suka suara tinggi dan kasar.
Kakak aku pernah tanya "Adik nak yang mana-orang yang panas baran tapi faham hati adik, atau orang yang tak pernah marah adik tapi dia tak tau ape yang adik nak?" Aku jawab aku pilih orang yang tak panas baran. Mungkin sebab aku anak bongsu kot, jarang kena marah so aku tak suka dimarahi. Bukan tak boleh ditegur, tapi kalau nak menegur tu, guna cara yg lebih berhemah.
Baca blog sesorang arini. Dek kerana sifat panas barannya, dia dah buat kesilapan bodoh. Mistakenly think that the boy of his love is her boyfriend but instead, he is just a brother. He might loose the girl. Gile ko sebut perkataan Fuck tu kat depan bakal abang ipar.
Tak faham, cool sket tak boleh ke?
Tapi sebab cool dia tu la aku tak pernah faham dia. Dia selalu cakap "Tak payah plan. Just go with the flow" Ah, kusut kepala aku! And sebab cool dia tu, dia buat sesuatu yang tak boleh nk undur balik.
"I dont know what to do and what to think of" he said.
Geramnye! What does he think I would reply? I am clueless myself. Just go with the flow u said? Ha, skang, berenang la ko sorang2!
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A message from him,
"Try and think about it. If your heart is closed plz dont locked it. Put your key back in the pocket. Think this through"
And my reply,
"The reason why I can't open my heart is because dia dah berkarat, the key won't work"
You wont know if I'm crying inside, will you?
Thursday, October 1, 2009
If There's A Way I'll Find It Someday
If only one could understand how I felt, it would have been very clear to say that I found it very difficult to withstand the typhoon of emotions I had in mind. It was so sudden that a garden of hopes changed into an empty field of my own miseries.-Mr.Jacksparrow the blogger.
I don really know how to express the feeling inside as I'm not good with words, but the above quote from the great Mr.Jack, did explain evrything.
I am angry, but for what reason? Everything seems unlogical, not making any sense. Yet, I'm trembling inside. The flood of emotions are unbearable that I need hands to reach me out-but nothing is there...since his hands are gone.
"You won't know until you ask."-said Mr.Jack
Should I? I afraid, the unforeseen answer I might get, might deepen the cut. My heart can't take any more misery, it bleed enough.
What do you want dear? What am I suppose to do? If there's a way I'll find it someday....
P/S: To my dear Ruhil, thank you for borrowing me your shoulder
I don really know how to express the feeling inside as I'm not good with words, but the above quote from the great Mr.Jack, did explain evrything.
I am angry, but for what reason? Everything seems unlogical, not making any sense. Yet, I'm trembling inside. The flood of emotions are unbearable that I need hands to reach me out-but nothing is there...since his hands are gone.
"You won't know until you ask."-said Mr.Jack
Should I? I afraid, the unforeseen answer I might get, might deepen the cut. My heart can't take any more misery, it bleed enough.
What do you want dear? What am I suppose to do? If there's a way I'll find it someday....
P/S: To my dear Ruhil, thank you for borrowing me your shoulder
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Blk kpg ooo blk kpg ooo Omak kau!
Lupe lak nak cite pengalaman sebelum Hari Raya, iaitu masa ak otw nak balik ke rumah ayahanda dan bonda. Bertolak dari Cyberjaya kol4. Masuk je highway KL-Seremban, traffic dah slow. Especially area Nilai tu coz kawasan berbukit-bukit. Keluar tol Senawang, slow lagi coz banyak traffic lightsss kat situ (ak dah cop Seremban kemaruk traffic light). Then, masuk K.Pilah, here what's happen....
Haa...dia dah start break dah
Tgk blakang plak...sabo ye org blakang....
Oo...excident rupenye.....dah agak dah..
Tapi yg excident lane kanan, nape kiri yang jam? konpius konpius...
Memula ok je kan....tapi.....
Haa...dia dah start break dah
Tengok tu...mangaih, panjangnye....
Tgk blakang plak...sabo ye org blakang....
Oo...excident rupenye.....dah agak dah..
Tapi yg excident lane kanan, nape kiri yang jam? konpius konpius...
Sempat amik gambar rumah ni. Cantik kan?
Ha, itu jela ceritanya...sempat la ak amik gambo semua ni dek kerana bosan sangat dok dalam kereta tu. Terbukti la ak pemandu yang hebat sebab tak excident pon walaupun sibuk dok amik gambar time memandu (ahaks! nak jugak puji diri sendiri) Sepatutnya dua jam setengah dah boleh sampai umah ayahanda bonda, tapi disebabkan slow traffic tu, ak amik masa lebih dari tiga jam untuk sampai umah. Pape pon, sempat sampai sebelum iftar, elok-elok je timingnye tu. And ak sampai elok 1 piece. Alhamdulillah....
Monday, September 28, 2009
Bergaduh di hari raya
Im back! Seminggu cuti, ni ha baru blk opis smula. Byk mende nk update ni! xpe, ak mulakan pengalaman raya dulu.
Ak x igt sgt la kenangan raya. Yang ak igt byk gaduh je.
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Ak gaduh ngan kakak ak. Ak nak buat cooky, dia sibuk nak buat cake. Akhirnye 2-2 tak buat sbb rumah xde air.
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Gaduh ngan anak buah ak, berebut bilik air. Time ak nak mandi la masa tu dia sibuk nak buang air. Dah buang air tu boleh plak dia mandi skali. Adoyai!
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Gaduh ngan kakak ak lagi, pasal sape nak jadi driver.
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Gaduh dengan spupu ak sbb dia sibuk nak tgk bola. MU punye game kan. Ape barang malam raya tengok bola. Urgh, sengal!
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Gaduh ngan atok. Dia sibuk cakap sekilo tepung pulut tak cukup untuk sediakan Buah Melaka yg secukupnya untuk seisi rumah. Tapi ak kan cucu yg baik ati, taknak membazir, makanya ak x tambah pun tepung seperti yang diarahkan. Akibatnye, Buah Melaka tu abes, cukup-cukup untuk berbuke je, alhamdulillah.....
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Gaduh ngan sepupu ak yg sama lagi. Dia kutuk buah melaka ak tak cantik. tak selera nak makan la. tapi dia jugak yg mentekedarah sampai abes. Atok ak pun senyap je tak backing ak. Umah atok xde pewarna la!
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Gaduh ngan mak sebab nak pergi beraya tak call dulu. Akibatnye pegi rumah orang, orang takde. Tapi ngan mak takla gaduh, cakap elok2 je...hehehehehe....
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Banyak lagi la ak gaduh. Malas nak story je. Pendek kate, raya tahun ni so-so je.
Ak x igt sgt la kenangan raya. Yang ak igt byk gaduh je.
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Ak gaduh ngan kakak ak. Ak nak buat cooky, dia sibuk nak buat cake. Akhirnye 2-2 tak buat sbb rumah xde air.
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Gaduh ngan anak buah ak, berebut bilik air. Time ak nak mandi la masa tu dia sibuk nak buang air. Dah buang air tu boleh plak dia mandi skali. Adoyai!
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Gaduh ngan kakak ak lagi, pasal sape nak jadi driver.
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Gaduh dengan spupu ak sbb dia sibuk nak tgk bola. MU punye game kan. Ape barang malam raya tengok bola. Urgh, sengal!
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Gaduh ngan atok. Dia sibuk cakap sekilo tepung pulut tak cukup untuk sediakan Buah Melaka yg secukupnya untuk seisi rumah. Tapi ak kan cucu yg baik ati, taknak membazir, makanya ak x tambah pun tepung seperti yang diarahkan. Akibatnye, Buah Melaka tu abes, cukup-cukup untuk berbuke je, alhamdulillah.....
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Gaduh ngan sepupu ak yg sama lagi. Dia kutuk buah melaka ak tak cantik. tak selera nak makan la. tapi dia jugak yg mentekedarah sampai abes. Atok ak pun senyap je tak backing ak. Umah atok xde pewarna la!
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Gaduh ngan mak sebab nak pergi beraya tak call dulu. Akibatnye pegi rumah orang, orang takde. Tapi ngan mak takla gaduh, cakap elok2 je...hehehehehe....
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Banyak lagi la ak gaduh. Malas nak story je. Pendek kate, raya tahun ni so-so je.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Sakit tekak/Lagu raya/Internet
Rini awal gile ak dtg opis. Selalunye, msk keje 8.30, plg awal pon ak msk opis 8.35, tapi rini kol7.50 ak dh b'ada di space ak...sbb rini last day kerja n pasni im heading back to my hometown. Kene la dtg awal sbb ak plan nk cabot awal elakkan jam. Kawan ak mlm td dh wish Selamat Hari Raya n Bhati-hati di jalan raya. Dia blk awal, cait! Pagi tadi dlm radio asik pasang lagu raya tak abes-abes, wat ati ak bengkak je sebab still kene gi kerja.
TAPI, ak x menyesal! Semalam ak telah mencipta 1 sejarah dalam hidup ak apabila ak telah re-union balik ngan kawan ak masa skolah rendah dulu. Lama woo dah tak jumpa dia. Dia add ak dalam Facebook and kitorang plan utk jumpa kat Alamanda semalam. The feeling is so overwhelming. First time jumpa macam kapel yg btemu time blind date-speechless. Yang kitorang wat ialah gelak tanpa henti. Apabila menyedari yang perbuatan kitorang akan membuatkan orang sangka kitorang gila, baru la kitorang start borak and tanya pasal hal masing-masing.
Spent about 5hours with her. Ukur keluasan Alamanda tu. Amazingly, she is just like me. Suka aim barang murah, ngutuk barang pelik..at 1 time kitorang pegi kat longgokan baju yg boleh dibongkar2 (those yg gila sale tahu camne keadaan ni), suddenly serentak kitaorg tunjukkan "Ha, yang ni cantik!" and realize that we were showing the same shirt! And masa jalan-jalan tengok handbag, she came from one direction and me from the other, we simultenously walking toward the same purse aand aimed it exectly at the same time. Ak pandang dia, dia pandang ak, kitorang gelak lagi.
"Nasib baik kita tak kerja and duduk 1 tempat, kalau tau mau berebut pakwe"
"Stuju!"
Then kitaorg gi karaoke (jangan dipersoalkan perbuatan kami) and we had a realy great time.
Ak x beli lagi broadband, bajet lari kat kereta plak. Adoyai....kereta ni makan lebih teruk dari sundal bolong. Parak aku! I'm going on leave for the whole week of Hari Raya and left my two (Indian and Chinese) colleagues to handle the workload. Ni yang bagus dok kat Msia yg bbilang kaum ni, tak payah ak kerja time Hari Raya. Since ak takde internet so I can't access to my company email to check on my work. To get to company email without using LAN, I need to use a password that only Technical Support can provide. I request for that password yesterday and it is said that it took 3 working days to setup. Which means, in short, I won't be able to get through my mail at all for the whole week. Yippee!!
But....u know Chinese, they are well-known for being supreme hardworking, workaholic and work-fanatic, she said she want to conquer all the work during my absence. Urgh, bencinye! Yang mana boleh spare until I get back tu, spare la. Saje nak dapat nama la tu. Itu 1 concern. And 1 lagi concern, my follow-up cases cmne? Cmne ak nak handle? Adehla...bencinye nak cuti bile dah kerja ni. Otak tak pikir pasal kerja tak sah!
Whatever happens,
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Spent about 5hours with her. Ukur keluasan Alamanda tu. Amazingly, she is just like me. Suka aim barang murah, ngutuk barang pelik..at 1 time kitorang pegi kat longgokan baju yg boleh dibongkar2 (those yg gila sale tahu camne keadaan ni), suddenly serentak kitaorg tunjukkan "Ha, yang ni cantik!" and realize that we were showing the same shirt! And masa jalan-jalan tengok handbag, she came from one direction and me from the other, we simultenously walking toward the same purse aand aimed it exectly at the same time. Ak pandang dia, dia pandang ak, kitorang gelak lagi.
"Nasib baik kita tak kerja and duduk 1 tempat, kalau tau mau berebut pakwe"
"Stuju!"
Then kitaorg gi karaoke (jangan dipersoalkan perbuatan kami) and we had a realy great time.
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But....u know Chinese, they are well-known for being supreme hardworking, workaholic and work-fanatic, she said she want to conquer all the work during my absence. Urgh, bencinye! Yang mana boleh spare until I get back tu, spare la. Saje nak dapat nama la tu. Itu 1 concern. And 1 lagi concern, my follow-up cases cmne? Cmne ak nak handle? Adehla...bencinye nak cuti bile dah kerja ni. Otak tak pikir pasal kerja tak sah!
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Whatever happens,
"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf zahir dan batin"
Monday, September 14, 2009
Apakah salah ku? Cari pasal la tu!
Hari Raya is just around the conner...as a comitte of my company club, we are (a bit la) responsible for office decoration. One day, Mr.Chairman approached me...
Farah, do you know how to do this? -showing a ketupat made of ribbon
No, I don't
Ape punye Melayu la you ni
A modern one...Ala, instant ketupat byk la kt kedai...kalau gantung ketupat Nona tu je xleh? hehehehe....
**Dalam hati: Ala, tak tau buat ketupat pon dah kene cop bukan Melayu ke??**
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Today we have special occasion at the office. All the big big big boses (not by size but by title) are coming over from head office US to Malaysia. So all of us are required to wear our national costume. We are expected to look at our best (glamour and vogue la konon) but I ended up wearing a typical baju kurung......which I already used before...I entered the main door and Mr.Chairman approached me
**Dalam hati: Ala, bukan orang dari US tu tau pon ak pakai baju yg slalu ak pakai, kecoh je mamat ni...at least I made some effort by putting some makeup on my face okay...
Sat at my place and a colleague greet me by saying,
Wow, ade something atas mata you, thats new...
**Dalam hati: At least someone did notice...pheww...
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Am I wrong for being too simple? Ke mamat tu yg x abes2 nak cari gaduh ngan ak?
Farah, do you know how to do this? -showing a ketupat made of ribbon
No, I don't
Ape punye Melayu la you ni
A modern one...Ala, instant ketupat byk la kt kedai...kalau gantung ketupat Nona tu je xleh? hehehehe....
**Dalam hati: Ala, tak tau buat ketupat pon dah kene cop bukan Melayu ke??**
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Today we have special occasion at the office. All the big big big boses (not by size but by title) are coming over from head office US to Malaysia. So all of us are required to wear our national costume. We are expected to look at our best (glamour and vogue la konon) but I ended up wearing a typical baju kurung......which I already used before...I entered the main door and Mr.Chairman approached me
What is this??-Pointing fingers from both hands at my baju kurung, up and down, up and down
What?? Still national costume right?
**Dalam hati: Ala, bukan orang dari US tu tau pon ak pakai baju yg slalu ak pakai, kecoh je mamat ni...at least I made some effort by putting some makeup on my face okay...
Sat at my place and a colleague greet me by saying,
Wow, ade something atas mata you, thats new...
**Dalam hati: At least someone did notice...pheww...
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Am I wrong for being too simple? Ke mamat tu yg x abes2 nak cari gaduh ngan ak?
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I'm dead! 2
I received another email from my manager and she said.......
Farah,
I enjoy your sense of humour.
Did she really enjoy it or she just being sarcastic? huhuhu...............
Farah,
I enjoy your sense of humour.
Did she really enjoy it or she just being sarcastic? huhuhu...............
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
I'm dead!
Utk jd lebih produktif, ak ade sediakan email template so that I wont have to re-type the same thing over n over again...
For executive relocalisation, let say from US to UK, dlm template tu ak letak "from HELL to HEAVEN". I just need to change the "HELL" and "HEAVEN" if I'm handling such case. I even already put the recipient email in the "to" column and my manager email in the "cc" column.
What happen was, my dear friend of mine, request for template to be forwarded to her...stupid of me, i carelessly hit the "send" button...yes, yes, the bloody email was successfully sent to the recipient wif my manager on cc!
10minutes later, I received a reply saying "Is this email mistakenly sent?" With such a big guilt I reply "Yes it is, Sorry"
Huhuhu...I can visualize that I'll get a bad score for my PBC already...gud bye bonus...huhuhu.....waaa....!!!
For executive relocalisation, let say from US to UK, dlm template tu ak letak "from HELL to HEAVEN". I just need to change the "HELL" and "HEAVEN" if I'm handling such case. I even already put the recipient email in the "to" column and my manager email in the "cc" column.
What happen was, my dear friend of mine, request for template to be forwarded to her...stupid of me, i carelessly hit the "send" button...yes, yes, the bloody email was successfully sent to the recipient wif my manager on cc!
10minutes later, I received a reply saying "Is this email mistakenly sent?" With such a big guilt I reply "Yes it is, Sorry"
Huhuhu...I can visualize that I'll get a bad score for my PBC already...gud bye bonus...huhuhu.....waaa....!!!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Dengar je bleh, len fail!
Saya dengan ini mengaku bhawa saya adalah pendengar yg baik tp saya bukanlah pemberi nasihat yg bagus...nk explain pon susah so bca r dialog ni
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"Abg mmg x puas hati bile ade org yg senang2 je minta putus"
"Yela, dia cantik bang..senang je nk cari pengganti...mcm kite ni mane ade org nk, so kite setia pada yg satu"
"Tak jugak..Abang ni ade je org nk tp abg pilih utk setia"
"Errkk..ha, betul la tu"
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"Abg xleh nak cakap ape dah..."
"Btol gk tu...bkn salah mamat tu, dah awek abg yg dh syok kt dia"
"Ape lak, mmg salah mamat tu...dh tau tu awek ak, lg nk kcau"
"Erkk...ha, betul la tu"
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"I jeles ngan u..u ade semuanya.."
"Ape lak, i pon jeles ngan u...u ade bla bla bla"
"X, u x fhm..."
"X u, u kene tgk at d bright side"
"Pape jela u"
"Erkk..."
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Kan? kan? saya dah cakap yg saya x pandai bg nasihat..............tp kl nk teman utk dengar mslah anda, dun worry...i'm alwayz there for you....
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"Abg mmg x puas hati bile ade org yg senang2 je minta putus"
"Yela, dia cantik bang..senang je nk cari pengganti...mcm kite ni mane ade org nk, so kite setia pada yg satu"
"Tak jugak..Abang ni ade je org nk tp abg pilih utk setia"
"Errkk..ha, betul la tu"
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"Abg xleh nak cakap ape dah..."
"Btol gk tu...bkn salah mamat tu, dah awek abg yg dh syok kt dia"
"Ape lak, mmg salah mamat tu...dh tau tu awek ak, lg nk kcau"
"Erkk...ha, betul la tu"
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"I jeles ngan u..u ade semuanya.."
"Ape lak, i pon jeles ngan u...u ade bla bla bla"
"X, u x fhm..."
"X u, u kene tgk at d bright side"
"Pape jela u"
"Erkk..."
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Kan? kan? saya dah cakap yg saya x pandai bg nasihat..............tp kl nk teman utk dengar mslah anda, dun worry...i'm alwayz there for you....
Bikin panas je ex-Cikgu ak ni
Ntah hape kejadahnye, smalam msa otw blk KL, ak sempat singgah kat skolah lama ak, yg tletak kat Ampangan tu....kebetulan N9 x cuti, ak je cuti Nuzul Al-Quran...jeng jeng jeng, suspen woo....
Smpai kat pintu gate, ak tgk skolah ak dh cantik...siap ade barrier tu kl msk skolah, those yg ade pass je leh masuk...ak g pondok pak guard n ngan sopannye bertanya "Assalamualaikum, tumpang tanya...ustazah Fauziah mengajar kat sini lg x?" Guard tu ckp "Ade ade...nah amik pass ni" smbil diajukan pass pelawat kat ak....ak tanya leh bwk masuk kete x, dia kate leh..
Tempat pertama ak g, Pejabat...masuk2 je, ak nmpk cikgu Add Math ak kat kaunter...pergh, ni yg lemah ni...dlm ramai2 cikgu, dia la org last yg ak nk jumpa, or lebih jujur, ak xnk jumpa pon!.....senyum2 simpul, ak hulurkan salam n tanya khabar....seperti yg dijangka terjadi, conversations below followed;
"Awak buat ape skang?"
"Saya dh kerja cikgu"
"Keje ape?"
"Human Resource"
"Dulu awak amik ape ye?"
"Kat sini ke? saya amik perdagangan"
"Jauhnye la perdagangan ngan Human Resource...jadila akauntan ke...apsal x jd akauntan?"
Ak hanya mampu memberikan alasan yg ak rsa bernas....tp gua ckp ngan lu beb, msa dia ckp ayt kat atas tu, dia siap gelak2 ngan kerani skolah tu...n msa ak bg alasan tu, dia wat muke mencebik like dia mengejek ak...pergh, panas ati ak wei.....
Ape sume budak perdagangan kene jadik akauntan ke? buruk sgt ke kerja HR ni smpai dia memperlekehkan ak cmtu? tahukah dia akauntan ni kdg2 rezkinye x halal sbb asik tipu akaun?
ak mmg sgt2 kecik ati....patutnye sebagai cikgu, dia bangga la, sekurang2nya ak x la jadi penyapu sampah ke, pemotong getah ke, perompak ke....
Ak cari ustazah kat cubic dia tp dia xde...jadual mengajar dia x tampal lak, x dpt ak nk menjejak dia...tp msa tunggu dia tu, ak ternampak cikgu perdagangan ak yg dh nmpk uzur benar...byk tol uban kt kepala dia...then ak rayau2 kat makmal kimia...pergh, makmal dh canggih...zmn ak dulu, kusi kayu, langsir itam, segala chemical set pon dh bhabuk...skang dh cantik, siap aircond lg....isy bebudak ni kl x pandai gk, ak xtau nk kate ape...and ak tserempak dgn beberapa org lg yg nmpk familiar benar kt mata ak tp ak x pasti ape fungsinya kt skolah tu..hikhik...
Ak sempat jumpa ustazah, itu pon msa ak dh drive kua skolah, ak nmpk dia tgh bjalan kaki nk ke skolah dr rumah warden...sempat la ak kejar dia...berborak ngan ustazah mmg sronok, dr awal smpai abes x bhenti gelak...ustazah mmg cm dulu, x pernah brubah, tetap bes!
Dan cikgu add math itu, tetap cm dulu, sengal! Urgh...jgn la temukan ak ngan dia lg pasni!
Atok ak superwoman!
Atok ak tu merujuk pada atok pompuan ak ye, yg korg slalu panggil opah, nenek or granny tu...
Last weekend, ak blk ke kpg utk break fast ngan atok ak, tido sane smalam, esok paginye blk umah blk...yg ak nk cite ni time sahur...citenye cmni...
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Pagi tu atok ak kejut sahur.." Farah, bangun sahur...dah kul 4.20"
Lor...baru kol 4.20 ke? awalnye la atok ak kejut.spontaneously and dgn slambernye ak menjawab "Ala, awal lg la tok..."
Tak lama pastu ak bgn gk r kn...kang lambat bgn kang, abes lak lauk spupu2 ak sebat...for d fact, I have a blury eyesight tp stakat nk sahur kt umah atok yg ak dh hafal selok beloknye, ak x pkai spec...ak pon bjalan ke dapur, tolong idang lauk ape yg ptt....tetiba.......
"ADOI!!" ak menjerit kesakitan...i looked down and saw a bee (cm bee la tp warna itam..atok ak ade sebut namanye tp nama tu x cukup international so ak x hengat) stung my left feet...mangaih, sakit nk mampos, sakit gile, extremely sakit wa cakap lu...dan2 ak wat tarian sawan kat situ...then mak ak tolong sapu gamat
Ak mkn sambil menahan sakit bile atok ak memulakan perbualan...
"Ak x boleh tido td...asik2 terjaga....tengok jam baru kol 2...ak tido n tjaga lg, ak tgk jam baru kol 3"
And I said to myself "Whatt??!! Dia leh nampak jam kat dinding dlm kesamaran pagi tu?"
Hoh, sungguh hebat! ak kagum! ak ni smpai kene sengat lebah sbb x pkai spec, dia leh nmpk jam kat dinding...waa....ak jeles!!
Tp pk2 blk, ke ak kene sengat tu sbb ak merungut bile atok ak kejutkan ak? hmm...kene muhasabah tu....
Last weekend, ak blk ke kpg utk break fast ngan atok ak, tido sane smalam, esok paginye blk umah blk...yg ak nk cite ni time sahur...citenye cmni...
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Pagi tu atok ak kejut sahur.." Farah, bangun sahur...dah kul 4.20"
Lor...baru kol 4.20 ke? awalnye la atok ak kejut.spontaneously and dgn slambernye ak menjawab "Ala, awal lg la tok..."
Tak lama pastu ak bgn gk r kn...kang lambat bgn kang, abes lak lauk spupu2 ak sebat...for d fact, I have a blury eyesight tp stakat nk sahur kt umah atok yg ak dh hafal selok beloknye, ak x pkai spec...ak pon bjalan ke dapur, tolong idang lauk ape yg ptt....tetiba.......
"ADOI!!" ak menjerit kesakitan...i looked down and saw a bee (cm bee la tp warna itam..atok ak ade sebut namanye tp nama tu x cukup international so ak x hengat) stung my left feet...mangaih, sakit nk mampos, sakit gile, extremely sakit wa cakap lu...dan2 ak wat tarian sawan kat situ...then mak ak tolong sapu gamat
Ak mkn sambil menahan sakit bile atok ak memulakan perbualan...
"Ak x boleh tido td...asik2 terjaga....tengok jam baru kol 2...ak tido n tjaga lg, ak tgk jam baru kol 3"
And I said to myself "Whatt??!! Dia leh nampak jam kat dinding dlm kesamaran pagi tu?"
Hoh, sungguh hebat! ak kagum! ak ni smpai kene sengat lebah sbb x pkai spec, dia leh nmpk jam kat dinding...waa....ak jeles!!
Tp pk2 blk, ke ak kene sengat tu sbb ak merungut bile atok ak kejutkan ak? hmm...kene muhasabah tu....
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Bisikan Cinta
Walaupun kau bersamanya
kau tetap aku yang punya
biar ku telan pahitnya agar kau bahagia
siang dan malam aku menanti
walau diri ku tak dipeduli
sayang kau tak menyedari
Cinta mu ada disini
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Dia tau kot....tapi dia saje buat2 x tau...
Ke dia xtau?
Dia tau ke xtau???
Sigh...............
Ak marah, so ak mencarut
"Jom kawen"
"Ha?? ngantuk ke?? g tido sane"
"I serius ni...x ngantok pon"
"Mengarut"
"Betul...I nak u kat sisi i selamanya"
"Dia?"
"I nak 2-2..hehehe"
Ak marah, so ak mencarut...dalam ati jela...mesej tu ak biakan x ber'reply...siyes, ak rsa nk mencarut depan dia
"Ha?? ngantuk ke?? g tido sane"
"I serius ni...x ngantok pon"
"Mengarut"
"Betul...I nak u kat sisi i selamanya"
"Dia?"
"I nak 2-2..hehehe"
Ak marah, so ak mencarut...dalam ati jela...mesej tu ak biakan x ber'reply...siyes, ak rsa nk mencarut depan dia
Buke pose ngan brother-in law-to-be
Smalam ak smpai Bangi area kul7...sempat lg singgah Mydin beli beras...beras da abes da...then, lepak wakaf tepi Shell kat Seksyen16
Alamak, cm dh penuh je...soh my sis usha tempat kosong, nsb bek ade...mati injin, rest kt port...
Byk kapel mkn kat situ...ak ngan kkk ak sempat la ngutuk 1,2 kapel ni..."Mak aih, nk buke ke nk mentekedarah" ktorg gelak...
"Uit, org len meja dh penuh, kite kosong je ape cite ni? nk buke dh ni" kkk ak gelak lg...dia pesan soh amik tisu dlm kete. "Buke tisu jela kite gamaknye ye" dia gelak lg...gelak gelak..ak lapo ni!
Jap lg pastu dia, En. brother-in-law-to-be, dtg ngan moto kepeh kepeh nye...ak gelak...kkk ak wat muke stress kat ak...pedulik! skali dia angkut, tuuu dia...berbondong2 bungkusan mknan...tula, gelakkan org x hengat, ko pon same! cian dia, dia lambat sbb nk belikan nasi kerabu yg ak tringin beno nk mkn....dh park mknan atas meja, ak ngan eager nye mbuka bungkusan tersebut...skalik "nasi lemak??" "sori, nasi kerabu xde" adeh, frust...
Buke tu, sedap je ak order itu ini...dh org blanje, bile lg?! hahaha.....ujung2nye, x abes pon ak mkn...
X bes r buke pose ngan dorg, ak ni cm tunggul kayu je....tp kl dia ajk lg, ak on jugak..mkn free beb, sape xnak??
Ak bg dia 10markah sbb b'usaha carikan nasi kerabu yg ak ngidam tu...tp ak tolak 10markah sbb last2 dia beli nasi lemak....beli r McD ke, KFC ke...
Alamak, cm dh penuh je...soh my sis usha tempat kosong, nsb bek ade...mati injin, rest kt port...
Byk kapel mkn kat situ...ak ngan kkk ak sempat la ngutuk 1,2 kapel ni..."Mak aih, nk buke ke nk mentekedarah" ktorg gelak...
"Uit, org len meja dh penuh, kite kosong je ape cite ni? nk buke dh ni" kkk ak gelak lg...dia pesan soh amik tisu dlm kete. "Buke tisu jela kite gamaknye ye" dia gelak lg...gelak gelak..ak lapo ni!
Jap lg pastu dia, En. brother-in-law-to-be, dtg ngan moto kepeh kepeh nye...ak gelak...kkk ak wat muke stress kat ak...pedulik! skali dia angkut, tuuu dia...berbondong2 bungkusan mknan...tula, gelakkan org x hengat, ko pon same! cian dia, dia lambat sbb nk belikan nasi kerabu yg ak tringin beno nk mkn....dh park mknan atas meja, ak ngan eager nye mbuka bungkusan tersebut...skalik "nasi lemak??" "sori, nasi kerabu xde" adeh, frust...
Buke tu, sedap je ak order itu ini...dh org blanje, bile lg?! hahaha.....ujung2nye, x abes pon ak mkn...
X bes r buke pose ngan dorg, ak ni cm tunggul kayu je....tp kl dia ajk lg, ak on jugak..mkn free beb, sape xnak??
Ak bg dia 10markah sbb b'usaha carikan nasi kerabu yg ak ngidam tu...tp ak tolak 10markah sbb last2 dia beli nasi lemak....beli r McD ke, KFC ke...
Friday, August 28, 2009
Jalur Gemilang yilek
Dh nk Merdeka dh ek...ak x nmpk pon org kibarkan Jalur Gemilang....
Kl xnk g dataran tu xpe la, ak fhm, sbb kes H1N1...tp stakat kibarkan bendera tu, x effect pape kot...
Ooo...lupe, new management...zaman Mahathir dulu, siap kne paksa...adakah pemimpin baru ini tidak patriotik? ops, no komen! jgn masukkan saya dlm ISA!
Org zmn skang ni excited celebrate 31 Ogos sbb nk holiday je....makna Merdeka ialah CUTI!!
Pape pon, Selamat Hari Merdeka!
Kl xnk g dataran tu xpe la, ak fhm, sbb kes H1N1...tp stakat kibarkan bendera tu, x effect pape kot...
Ooo...lupe, new management...zaman Mahathir dulu, siap kne paksa...adakah pemimpin baru ini tidak patriotik? ops, no komen! jgn masukkan saya dlm ISA!
Org zmn skang ni excited celebrate 31 Ogos sbb nk holiday je....makna Merdeka ialah CUTI!!
Pape pon, Selamat Hari Merdeka!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Sob Sob....kocik ati den
Aritu ak dgr Fly.fm...tajuknye "What is d stupid reason that u come out to cover that u r actualy forgetting your friends/family birthday?" Prem ckp dia lupa birthday Jules sbb Facebook dia x remind dia pon....ak gelak je....
Then, 25hb Ogos aritu, which so happen to be my Birthday...kwn baik ak x wish pon...ak saba menanti smpai mlm...xleh jd ni! ak kol dia...
"Wei, ak nk cite 1 trilogi kat ko ni, ko dgr je eh"
"Ok"
"Kenapa ak kol ko? sbb ko dlm senarai 8pax ak. So what kl ko dlm senarai 8pax ak? sbb rini 25hb n ak dpt kol free selama seminggu...abes cite...."
"Wei sorry...Happy Birthday....ak buka friendster td, xde pon Birthday reminder"
Ting! it rings a bell in my head...cm ak penah dgr je alasan ni....hahahaha.....yeah yeah, strong n solid reason, blame the social network...
Ramai lg yg lupo Birthday den aritu...nk nangih den dibuek eh....blom mati laie org dh lupo kek den an...adeh la...kocik bona ati den...
Pape pon, pade sesape yg wish, maceh r bebanyak....smoga ape yg korg wish utk ak tu termakbul la hendaknye...
Note: Ak dh tua ke? mane ade....ade ape pada angka??
Then, 25hb Ogos aritu, which so happen to be my Birthday...kwn baik ak x wish pon...ak saba menanti smpai mlm...xleh jd ni! ak kol dia...
"Wei, ak nk cite 1 trilogi kat ko ni, ko dgr je eh"
"Ok"
"Kenapa ak kol ko? sbb ko dlm senarai 8pax ak. So what kl ko dlm senarai 8pax ak? sbb rini 25hb n ak dpt kol free selama seminggu...abes cite...."
"Wei sorry...Happy Birthday....ak buka friendster td, xde pon Birthday reminder"
Ting! it rings a bell in my head...cm ak penah dgr je alasan ni....hahahaha.....yeah yeah, strong n solid reason, blame the social network...
Ramai lg yg lupo Birthday den aritu...nk nangih den dibuek eh....blom mati laie org dh lupo kek den an...adeh la...kocik bona ati den...
Pape pon, pade sesape yg wish, maceh r bebanyak....smoga ape yg korg wish utk ak tu termakbul la hendaknye...
Note: Ak dh tua ke? mane ade....ade ape pada angka??
Katun dan Alien
Smalam ak MC....jgn takut, xde kene-mengena ngan H1N1...cuma ak xleh nk buka mata pg smalam...mesej ofismate, ckp ak x sedap bdn nk g klinik, then smbg tido blk smpai tghari...petang tu g klinik minta MC, ckp ak tuuuttt (ditapis oleh pemilik blog ini atas dasar keselamatan xnk org lain tiru...copyright k...)
Petang tu dpt mesej dr kkk ak, "Dik, jom tgk wayang" dan dgn senang ati ak reply "Bereh"
Ak ahli GSC...cmne nk jd ahli? sonang yo...poie kat website GSC and sign-up....memandangkan bln ni besday ak (Ehem! Ehem!), ak dpt ticket free! 1 yo, x byk mano pon...so ak pon g GSC Almanda n tgk wyg!
Plan mmg nk tgk UP tp ticket free tu leh tgk wyg yg ade tande * je...so ak pon pilih District 9, cite Alien....tetiba kkk ak kuakan idea bes yg x tcapai dek otak ak time tu...dia kate "Xnk tgk UP? tgk 2 cite la" ak pon reply "Bereh"
Tgk UP dulu...klaka gile! comel bebeno katunnye....jln cite smooth ikut flow, mmg xde ape nk dpsoalkan (pendek kate xde ape yg nk dcarutkan ngan cite ni) tp cm bese, yg plg bes mesti la short filem dia, yg ditayangkan d awal tygn cite (rugi sape msk pggung lmbat x dpt tgk, pdn muke!)
Pas buke pose tgk District 9 lak...ak baru jek mkn, skali cite tu tyg scene yg buat ak nk tmuntah lak..adeh la, control control....mmg bes la cite tu...bak kate ak td. xde ape yg nk dcarutkn ngan cite ni...melainkan konsep Alien mendarat kt US...asik asik US, asik asik US...mcm la bes sgt US tu yg Alien gedik sgt nk g tempat dorg....ak rsa la, kl Alien nk dtg kt Bumi, dia akn dtg kat Malaysia or Thailand sbb kite ade byk pantai cantik....kat tempat Alien tu xde pantai (ye ke??)
Kesimpulannye dr cite ak kt atas ni, ak happy bebeno yg ak MC smalam...rsa cm nk MC lg je....muakakaka!
Petang tu dpt mesej dr kkk ak, "Dik, jom tgk wayang" dan dgn senang ati ak reply "Bereh"
Ak ahli GSC...cmne nk jd ahli? sonang yo...poie kat website GSC and sign-up....memandangkan bln ni besday ak (Ehem! Ehem!), ak dpt ticket free! 1 yo, x byk mano pon...so ak pon g GSC Almanda n tgk wyg!
Plan mmg nk tgk UP tp ticket free tu leh tgk wyg yg ade tande * je...so ak pon pilih District 9, cite Alien....tetiba kkk ak kuakan idea bes yg x tcapai dek otak ak time tu...dia kate "Xnk tgk UP? tgk 2 cite la" ak pon reply "Bereh"
Tgk UP dulu...klaka gile! comel bebeno katunnye....jln cite smooth ikut flow, mmg xde ape nk dpsoalkan (pendek kate xde ape yg nk dcarutkan ngan cite ni) tp cm bese, yg plg bes mesti la short filem dia, yg ditayangkan d awal tygn cite (rugi sape msk pggung lmbat x dpt tgk, pdn muke!)
Pas buke pose tgk District 9 lak...ak baru jek mkn, skali cite tu tyg scene yg buat ak nk tmuntah lak..adeh la, control control....mmg bes la cite tu...bak kate ak td. xde ape yg nk dcarutkn ngan cite ni...melainkan konsep Alien mendarat kt US...asik asik US, asik asik US...mcm la bes sgt US tu yg Alien gedik sgt nk g tempat dorg....ak rsa la, kl Alien nk dtg kt Bumi, dia akn dtg kat Malaysia or Thailand sbb kite ade byk pantai cantik....kat tempat Alien tu xde pantai (ye ke??)
Kesimpulannye dr cite ak kt atas ni, ak happy bebeno yg ak MC smalam...rsa cm nk MC lg je....muakakaka!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Looking for Dinosaurs
I just finished reading a blog...which I found from a blog of a fren of mine...
He (d blogger) have new stories and they really got my interest. I don't really know this Mr. Blogger so from my assumption, I think he just had a really bad relationship. And his new stories are about he found this beautiful girl, that again from my assumption, really got his by heart. Mr. Blogger is a tutor at a very prestigious Uni and The Girl is the student. I found this very romantic-the relationship between tutor and student. And this feelings he developed after the 'episode', how The Girl simply touch his heart.....urgh, I can't wait for his new post!
This morning I had a meeting. Towards the end of the meeting, Mr. Chairman shared with us about his plan on how he's going to propose his girlfriend-for marriage of course. He told us that he had a dinner arranged by the pool side, getting the dinner served by his friends, then he will say the magic words....and we are like "Owwhh...."
Then the next girl share her 'moment of truth'. It was held at a fancy restaurant where her now fiance came with these compliment words about her and suddenly bent his knees in front of her and proposed...again we make the symphony of "Owwhh...."
Forget to tell that Mr.Chairman was d first person in the office who wish me Happy Birthday today. He wanted to treat me a cake but since now is the fasting month, he treated me with a picture of a very cute bear hugging a very big heart. Next he sent me a smiling face handing over a bouquet of flowers. I reply him by saying "Owh, u r so sweet...okay, that 's enaf...stop before I fall in love with you" And he reply back saying "If you fall, I'll catch you...but if you fall in love, I'll call the ambulance" together with a couple of smiling face emoticons...isn't he sweet??
Some people are so lucky....just like The Girl who finally manage to shake the heart of Mr.Blogger ....or the girlfriend of Mr.Chairman...you know, romantic guys are like Dinasours...they are at the era of extinction
I wonder whether I can have a man bending his knees before me and say "Will you marry me?"
He (d blogger) have new stories and they really got my interest. I don't really know this Mr. Blogger so from my assumption, I think he just had a really bad relationship. And his new stories are about he found this beautiful girl, that again from my assumption, really got his by heart. Mr. Blogger is a tutor at a very prestigious Uni and The Girl is the student. I found this very romantic-the relationship between tutor and student. And this feelings he developed after the 'episode', how The Girl simply touch his heart.....urgh, I can't wait for his new post!
This morning I had a meeting. Towards the end of the meeting, Mr. Chairman shared with us about his plan on how he's going to propose his girlfriend-for marriage of course. He told us that he had a dinner arranged by the pool side, getting the dinner served by his friends, then he will say the magic words....and we are like "Owwhh...."
Then the next girl share her 'moment of truth'. It was held at a fancy restaurant where her now fiance came with these compliment words about her and suddenly bent his knees in front of her and proposed...again we make the symphony of "Owwhh...."
Forget to tell that Mr.Chairman was d first person in the office who wish me Happy Birthday today. He wanted to treat me a cake but since now is the fasting month, he treated me with a picture of a very cute bear hugging a very big heart. Next he sent me a smiling face handing over a bouquet of flowers. I reply him by saying "Owh, u r so sweet...okay, that 's enaf...stop before I fall in love with you" And he reply back saying "If you fall, I'll catch you...but if you fall in love, I'll call the ambulance" together with a couple of smiling face emoticons...isn't he sweet??
Some people are so lucky....just like The Girl who finally manage to shake the heart of Mr.Blogger ....or the girlfriend of Mr.Chairman...you know, romantic guys are like Dinasours...they are at the era of extinction
I wonder whether I can have a man bending his knees before me and say "Will you marry me?"
Ada apa dgn 25hb?
25hb....hari yg sgt bermakna buat semua yg dh bkerja...sbb secara generalnye (generally speaking), 25hb is pay day
Here's d scenario.....early of every month, kita dh excited plan nak beli itu ini for the month...budget pon nmpk cantik je....duit tu rsa cm cukup je
24hb, duit cukup2 utk hidup arini je...kl esok bank mogok, alamatnye niat puasa la...silap2 haribulan, g keje pon jln kaki....menjelang tgh mlm 24hb tu, rsa nebes mengalahkan pengantin perempuan tunggu laki dia lafaz akad nikah....nebes, tp bhgia....
25hb, pg2 tu melangkah dgn penuh kegembiraan dan keyakinan.....The Day.....buka laptop/PC, pegi Maybank2u/CIMBclick etc, muke ceria gile...yeay, gaji dh masuk...riban2 dlm akaun kn...
So ape lg, jalankan tanggungjwb....transfer duit ke favourite 3rd party (mak ayh), make payment to favorite payee (PTPTN, Astro etc...) Siap! Logout...Account Summary
Tadaaa......duit tinggal latut2 je....tolak duit myk, duit sewa umah-tggal tu je duit mkn??? muke monyok blk....
Itu la keajaiban 25hb.....we r so excited waiting for it to come....we are so anxious on d day it happen...we are so happy early dat morning BUT within few minutes, poof!! All the happiness gone....
Amazing kn?? it plays with our heart lebih teruk dr kekasih yg kita kenal 8thn tiba2 tggalkan kite....mane pergi semua plan cantekkk kite msa di awal bln td? x nmpk dh..pelik bukan??
P/S: For those yg dh dpt paycheck, utang dh byr lom??
Here's d scenario.....early of every month, kita dh excited plan nak beli itu ini for the month...budget pon nmpk cantik je....duit tu rsa cm cukup je
24hb, duit cukup2 utk hidup arini je...kl esok bank mogok, alamatnye niat puasa la...silap2 haribulan, g keje pon jln kaki....menjelang tgh mlm 24hb tu, rsa nebes mengalahkan pengantin perempuan tunggu laki dia lafaz akad nikah....nebes, tp bhgia....
25hb, pg2 tu melangkah dgn penuh kegembiraan dan keyakinan.....The Day.....buka laptop/PC, pegi Maybank2u/CIMBclick etc, muke ceria gile...yeay, gaji dh masuk...riban2 dlm akaun kn...
So ape lg, jalankan tanggungjwb....transfer duit ke favourite 3rd party (mak ayh), make payment to favorite payee (PTPTN, Astro etc...) Siap! Logout...Account Summary
Tadaaa......duit tinggal latut2 je....tolak duit myk, duit sewa umah-tggal tu je duit mkn??? muke monyok blk....
Itu la keajaiban 25hb.....we r so excited waiting for it to come....we are so anxious on d day it happen...we are so happy early dat morning BUT within few minutes, poof!! All the happiness gone....
Amazing kn?? it plays with our heart lebih teruk dr kekasih yg kita kenal 8thn tiba2 tggalkan kite....mane pergi semua plan cantekkk kite msa di awal bln td? x nmpk dh..pelik bukan??
P/S: For those yg dh dpt paycheck, utang dh byr lom??
Monday, August 24, 2009
Ramadhan / Bazar / Lapar / Aunty Red??
Ramadhan dh dtg lg...yeay yeay!! kenapa yeay? mcm la rajin sgt nk kejar pahala Ramadhan, huh!
Ramadhan mmg sinonim dgn bazar...ape besnye ttg bazar? cm psr mlm gk kn....oh tidak...bazar ni special...sbb kl g bazar, kite tgk mknan time lapa, nikmat wei! yg lg bes, leh tgk je xleh mkn (kl kt pasar mlm leh mkn smbil jln2)...ni nk mkn kene tggu azan maghrib...pergh! mcabar mengalahkan Survivor mahupun Amazing Race!
1st of Ramadhan, me n my sis g bazar...ak x pose pon, Aunty Red dtg melawat...perut lapa beb sbb tghari tu ak sental baki lauk pauk sahur td, ciput je...dgn semangat yg bkobar2 (mengalahkn pahlawan nk g bunuh JWW Birch) ak melangkah ke bazar....dgn bbekalkan duit RM10 ayh ak bg (nk jugak ketuk duit org tua tu, isy isy isy...) ak pon 'shopping' la...nmpk aym golek- "Xleh beli, duit x cukup"....nmpk nasi tomato-"xleh beli, mak dh msk nasi"....nmpk popia basah-"dh cuba thn lepas, x sedap" Ujung2nye ak blk umah dgn bebekalkan kuih bakar dan tauhu sumbat kegemaran ayh ak (dh pkai duit dia, beli la feveret dia) which none of that are my feveret....alamatnye, dok kt meja mkn termenung tunggu azan maghrib, mkn nasi mk ak msk jela...cit!
2nd day of Ramadhan, ak tdo smpai petang (cm la ak pose...hahahaha) ak miss g bazar sbb mk ak mls nk kejutkan ak bgn...
Rini kt opis, ak sempat sental dua keping biskut je, yg ak simpan dlm drawer ak...itu pon kunyah slow2 sbb xnk org nmpk (terutama bos ak, kang dia x kasi ak blk awal kl dia tau ak x pose)...perut lapa wei..adeh..
Ape kejadahnye ak kelaparan time ak x pose???
Rindu dekat En. tuutt...sempat la thn lepas smbut Ramadhan ngan dia....kebetulan msa tu ak baru jadi KLians so agk xcited utk mjejakkan kaki ke bzar2 yg ade di sekitar ibu kota ni...meriah beb, mmg meriah......smpai ke Gombak nun cari bazar, pastu bukak pose kt Selayang....mujur x ke Ipoh...hahaha.....thn ni En. tuutt xde, dh xde kt KL...ak buke pose sorg2....x ke bazar la jwbnye...mkn je ape yg hmate ak msk...adeh, bosannye....
Uisy, lapa sungguh ni! nk blk, nk mkn!
Ramadhan mmg sinonim dgn bazar...ape besnye ttg bazar? cm psr mlm gk kn....oh tidak...bazar ni special...sbb kl g bazar, kite tgk mknan time lapa, nikmat wei! yg lg bes, leh tgk je xleh mkn (kl kt pasar mlm leh mkn smbil jln2)...ni nk mkn kene tggu azan maghrib...pergh! mcabar mengalahkan Survivor mahupun Amazing Race!
1st of Ramadhan, me n my sis g bazar...ak x pose pon, Aunty Red dtg melawat...perut lapa beb sbb tghari tu ak sental baki lauk pauk sahur td, ciput je...dgn semangat yg bkobar2 (mengalahkn pahlawan nk g bunuh JWW Birch) ak melangkah ke bazar....dgn bbekalkan duit RM10 ayh ak bg (nk jugak ketuk duit org tua tu, isy isy isy...) ak pon 'shopping' la...nmpk aym golek- "Xleh beli, duit x cukup"....nmpk nasi tomato-"xleh beli, mak dh msk nasi"....nmpk popia basah-"dh cuba thn lepas, x sedap" Ujung2nye ak blk umah dgn bebekalkan kuih bakar dan tauhu sumbat kegemaran ayh ak (dh pkai duit dia, beli la feveret dia) which none of that are my feveret....alamatnye, dok kt meja mkn termenung tunggu azan maghrib, mkn nasi mk ak msk jela...cit!
2nd day of Ramadhan, ak tdo smpai petang (cm la ak pose...hahahaha) ak miss g bazar sbb mk ak mls nk kejutkan ak bgn...
Rini kt opis, ak sempat sental dua keping biskut je, yg ak simpan dlm drawer ak...itu pon kunyah slow2 sbb xnk org nmpk (terutama bos ak, kang dia x kasi ak blk awal kl dia tau ak x pose)...perut lapa wei..adeh..
Ape kejadahnye ak kelaparan time ak x pose???
Rindu dekat En. tuutt...sempat la thn lepas smbut Ramadhan ngan dia....kebetulan msa tu ak baru jadi KLians so agk xcited utk mjejakkan kaki ke bzar2 yg ade di sekitar ibu kota ni...meriah beb, mmg meriah......smpai ke Gombak nun cari bazar, pastu bukak pose kt Selayang....mujur x ke Ipoh...hahaha.....thn ni En. tuutt xde, dh xde kt KL...ak buke pose sorg2....x ke bazar la jwbnye...mkn je ape yg hmate ak msk...adeh, bosannye....
Uisy, lapa sungguh ni! nk blk, nk mkn!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Perlukah kaduk naik junjung??
"Some people are born to be a leader"
Pernah dgr ayt di atas? Yup, mmg sesetengah org tu bagus jd leader and dia ske jd leader...ade org tu plak, lom soh jadi leader, baru soh jd MC dh demam. Org yg nak jd leader, dia ske jadi tumpuan, dia ske jd org utama, dia ske bg arahan, dia ske.....mbongkakkan dirinya...hahahah....
Sebenarnye, x sume yg ske jadi leader tu layak jadi leader and x sume yg kecut jd leader tu xde leadership skill. Contohnye ex-boss ak (wah, terang2 ngutuk ex boss...dah jd ex pon nk ngutuk jugak..ahahhaha!). Bagi ak dia mmg x lyk jd boss tp dia mmg ske jd boss (uish, bwk gile title boss dia tu...dia je la yg betul).
Tapi ok la, at least boss ak tu pandai, xde leadership skill pon, dia ade management skill (ape bezanya? buka buku) tp ade la sorg hamba Allah ni, ske sgt jd leader, pdhal bg ak dia ape skill pon xde kecuali skill bg arahan n skill ckp byk...sebijik cm politician beb! cakap bhabuk, tp hasil xde (politician kt Msia la, tmpat len ak xtau)...
Dia ni, kl diberi tugasan, org x lantik dia jd leader, trus xnk wat keje...pastu asik2 nk bengang sbb ade je yg dia x puas ati kt leader yg dilantik scara undian majoriti td tu. kl dia ade dlm team korg, korg x bengang ke? Dahla wei, ko dh kalah, kalah la...kasi senyap n wat keje bleh??
Yg ak nmpk, org Melayu ni ske sgt pangkat....w/pn diri sendiri cm kaduk, tp sibuk nk naik junjung...siap jatuhkan sirih lak tu....ade ape dgn pangkat??
Ak? sape x ske jd leader weh....leader slalu dpt lebih, kete besa siap driver, gaji besa, free golf club membership (perlukah?)...tp kl ditakdirkan ak x jd leader, ak tetap akn wat keje....yg penting adalah tanggungjwb...amanah beb, amanah
Referring ayt pertama ak td, ko nmpk x perkataan Some tu? Some ok, some....not Everyone...sedar diri boleh?
Pernah dgr ayt di atas? Yup, mmg sesetengah org tu bagus jd leader and dia ske jd leader...ade org tu plak, lom soh jadi leader, baru soh jd MC dh demam. Org yg nak jd leader, dia ske jadi tumpuan, dia ske jd org utama, dia ske bg arahan, dia ske.....mbongkakkan dirinya...hahahah....
Sebenarnye, x sume yg ske jadi leader tu layak jadi leader and x sume yg kecut jd leader tu xde leadership skill. Contohnye ex-boss ak (wah, terang2 ngutuk ex boss...dah jd ex pon nk ngutuk jugak..ahahhaha!). Bagi ak dia mmg x lyk jd boss tp dia mmg ske jd boss (uish, bwk gile title boss dia tu...dia je la yg betul).
Tapi ok la, at least boss ak tu pandai, xde leadership skill pon, dia ade management skill (ape bezanya? buka buku) tp ade la sorg hamba Allah ni, ske sgt jd leader, pdhal bg ak dia ape skill pon xde kecuali skill bg arahan n skill ckp byk...sebijik cm politician beb! cakap bhabuk, tp hasil xde (politician kt Msia la, tmpat len ak xtau)...
Dia ni, kl diberi tugasan, org x lantik dia jd leader, trus xnk wat keje...pastu asik2 nk bengang sbb ade je yg dia x puas ati kt leader yg dilantik scara undian majoriti td tu. kl dia ade dlm team korg, korg x bengang ke? Dahla wei, ko dh kalah, kalah la...kasi senyap n wat keje bleh??
Yg ak nmpk, org Melayu ni ske sgt pangkat....w/pn diri sendiri cm kaduk, tp sibuk nk naik junjung...siap jatuhkan sirih lak tu....ade ape dgn pangkat??
Ak? sape x ske jd leader weh....leader slalu dpt lebih, kete besa siap driver, gaji besa, free golf club membership (perlukah?)...tp kl ditakdirkan ak x jd leader, ak tetap akn wat keje....yg penting adalah tanggungjwb...amanah beb, amanah
Referring ayt pertama ak td, ko nmpk x perkataan Some tu? Some ok, some....not Everyone...sedar diri boleh?
Monday, August 3, 2009
Pesanan Si Pujangga...Untuk Aku dan Semua
Tidak mengira manusia,sama saja.....
di dalam diam ada hati,ingin bercinta....
orang muda menanggung rindu,
orang lama menanggung ragam,
carilah......pilihlah......yang sepadan......
Jika bercinta jangan hanya ikut rasa,
guna akal guna fikiran,berwaspadalah.........
sesal dahulu pendapatan,
sesal kemudian tidak berguna,
terlajak......tindakan.....merana......
Mata bertentangan mata,
bak minyak dsambar api,
janganlah asyik bercinta,
semua kerja tak jadi.
Seperkara usah lupa,
memohon izin doa restu,
saudara.....ayah.....ibu.....
Berenang-renang di muara,
hati-hati dilambung ombak,
dah berzaman asyik bercinta,
entahkan jadi entahkan tidak.......
di dalam diam ada hati,ingin bercinta....
orang muda menanggung rindu,
orang lama menanggung ragam,
carilah......pilihlah......yang sepadan......
Jika bercinta jangan hanya ikut rasa,
guna akal guna fikiran,berwaspadalah.........
sesal dahulu pendapatan,
sesal kemudian tidak berguna,
terlajak......tindakan.....merana......
Mata bertentangan mata,
bak minyak dsambar api,
janganlah asyik bercinta,
semua kerja tak jadi.
Seperkara usah lupa,
memohon izin doa restu,
saudara.....ayah.....ibu.....
Berenang-renang di muara,
hati-hati dilambung ombak,
dah berzaman asyik bercinta,
entahkan jadi entahkan tidak.......
The answer remain unspoken
Kamu? Kamu sayang saya?
?? Kenapa kamu tanye?
Saje.....
??????
********************************************
Kamu rase mane lebih penting, cinta atau sayang?
Cinta kot...
Kenapa smalam kamu tak tanya kalau saya cintakan kamu? kamu tak mahu perasaan saya terhadap kamu begitu kuat ye?
Eleh, soalan pertama pn x terjawab..saya main jawab je soalan kamu tadi, saya sendiri tak tahu beza cinta dan sayang
Saya pn....saya dh lupa bagaimana rasa cinta...perhaps I don't even know....
*********************************************
Oh my Oh my
Love is in the air
But it's the air that I just couldn't breath in
Oh my Oh my
What has happened to my feeling?
Has it been taken away and keep vanishing?
Or it's just me too blind to see anything?
By: Anonymous
********************************************
The answer remain unspoken............
?? Kenapa kamu tanye?
Saje.....
??????
********************************************
Kamu rase mane lebih penting, cinta atau sayang?
Cinta kot...
Kenapa smalam kamu tak tanya kalau saya cintakan kamu? kamu tak mahu perasaan saya terhadap kamu begitu kuat ye?
Eleh, soalan pertama pn x terjawab..saya main jawab je soalan kamu tadi, saya sendiri tak tahu beza cinta dan sayang
Saya pn....saya dh lupa bagaimana rasa cinta...perhaps I don't even know....
*********************************************
Oh my Oh my
Love is in the air
But it's the air that I just couldn't breath in
Oh my Oh my
What has happened to my feeling?
Has it been taken away and keep vanishing?
Or it's just me too blind to see anything?
By: Anonymous
********************************************
The answer remain unspoken............
Thursday, July 30, 2009
I cry...
I cry because
I know he doesn't
Feel the way that I do
I cry because
I think of how pathethic I am
And I cry because
I think I'll be crying forever........
Note: Specialy dedicated to Hideaki Takizawa
I know he doesn't
Feel the way that I do
I cry because
I think of how pathethic I am
And I cry because
I think I'll be crying forever........
Note: Specialy dedicated to Hideaki Takizawa
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Tut Tut...Lampu Ultraman dah kelip2
80%....eleh, byk lg....
60%....kang r.....
40%....boleh lg ni....
25%..."Uit, jom..ade meeting kat conference room...jgn lupe bwk laptop"
Aduii...lupe! Bat low plak, damn!
Sejak ari tersebut....
98%...uik, kene cas ni, bat dh kurang
60%....kang r.....
40%....boleh lg ni....
25%..."Uit, jom..ade meeting kat conference room...jgn lupe bwk laptop"
Aduii...lupe! Bat low plak, damn!
Sejak ari tersebut....
98%...uik, kene cas ni, bat dh kurang
My Poem..All guys should read!
I'll love you with all my heart
There's nothing will set us apart
I'll give you my eyes if u adore it
I'll give you my heart if you need it
I'll give you my soul if you love it
I'll give you my whole life if you want it
But sorry,
I won't give you my money even if you beg for it
Cit!
There's nothing will set us apart
I'll give you my eyes if u adore it
I'll give you my heart if you need it
I'll give you my soul if you love it
I'll give you my whole life if you want it
But sorry,
I won't give you my money even if you beg for it
Cit!
Monday, July 27, 2009
Mengarut mencarut
Seriusly ak xde keje...d past couple of weeks, i filled all d extra time playing games...mggu ni bosan sudah...so wat to do?
Bukak blog kwn, bca...(yela, nnt kate dh lupakan persahabatan plak). One post to another....Switch to another blog....one blog to another....then I notice
Besnye la blog org....ade yg menulis dengan penuh puitis, indah bahasanya (w/pn ak x brape fhm, tp wat2 jela fhm...) ade yg sungguh jujur...ade yg sungguh idealistik, full of emotions, full of experience...interesting! yup, wat kite rsa jatuh cinta pada penulisnya w/pn tak kenal rupa
Ak? Blog ak? terasa mcm full of bullshits je...hahaha....well, ak x pandai bermadah ok...n my life is not dat wonderful to tell, poor me...
Nak delete sume, rsa sayang plak...nk create blog baru, cm la rajin sgt nk menaip...sudahnye, sudahla!
Expression it is...................
Bukak blog kwn, bca...(yela, nnt kate dh lupakan persahabatan plak). One post to another....Switch to another blog....one blog to another....then I notice
Besnye la blog org....ade yg menulis dengan penuh puitis, indah bahasanya (w/pn ak x brape fhm, tp wat2 jela fhm...) ade yg sungguh jujur...ade yg sungguh idealistik, full of emotions, full of experience...interesting! yup, wat kite rsa jatuh cinta pada penulisnya w/pn tak kenal rupa
Ak? Blog ak? terasa mcm full of bullshits je...hahaha....well, ak x pandai bermadah ok...n my life is not dat wonderful to tell, poor me...
Nak delete sume, rsa sayang plak...nk create blog baru, cm la rajin sgt nk menaip...sudahnye, sudahla!
Expression it is...................
Ak Tewas....
Lewat tghari itu, ak sudah siap sedia utk bjuang...semangat ku menebal...ak telah benar2 sedia...tiada lg alasan....
Mulakan langkah pertama, dan seterusnya....aah, msa itu lambat benar berlalu.....
Dan saat ini, ak diduga....nafsuku tercabar....Oh Tuhan, kurniakan ak kekuatan...
Makin lama semakin berat dugaan yg perlu ku tanggung itu...dugaan itu maha hebat....ak tidak terdaya...sesungguhnya ak insan yg lemah......telah kucuba yg terbaik, tetapi ak tewas....
2:00pm-3:00pm, Surau, tido.......
Mulakan langkah pertama, dan seterusnya....aah, msa itu lambat benar berlalu.....
Dan saat ini, ak diduga....nafsuku tercabar....Oh Tuhan, kurniakan ak kekuatan...
Makin lama semakin berat dugaan yg perlu ku tanggung itu...dugaan itu maha hebat....ak tidak terdaya...sesungguhnya ak insan yg lemah......telah kucuba yg terbaik, tetapi ak tewas....
2:00pm-3:00pm, Surau, tido.......
Cari kawan lama
Adeh....ngantok gile kt opis ni...tgh browse internet (dh xtau nk buka web ape lg dh). tetiba tpikir nk cr kwn lama
Ak pon taip nama dia kat google tu....ade la sket info psl dia tp xde gambo...cr kt google images, no match...adeh...tensen.......
Ak taip nama ak plak, xde gambo ak kua...yg kua gambo kwn ak ngan somi dia, ape kes?? so xleh nk salahkn google sbb tdak dpt mcari gambo kwn yg ak nk cri td
P/S: Org kate kl kite igt kt org, org tu pon akn igt kan kite...yeke?? tp dia akn cr ak ke?? hmm....
Ak pon taip nama dia kat google tu....ade la sket info psl dia tp xde gambo...cr kt google images, no match...adeh...tensen.......
Ak taip nama ak plak, xde gambo ak kua...yg kua gambo kwn ak ngan somi dia, ape kes?? so xleh nk salahkn google sbb tdak dpt mcari gambo kwn yg ak nk cri td
P/S: Org kate kl kite igt kt org, org tu pon akn igt kan kite...yeke?? tp dia akn cr ak ke?? hmm....
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Transformers: Rise of The Fallen
Ok, ak tau ak agk ketinggalan..tp atas dsr hak bebas bsuara, ak tetap nk komen psl cite ni
If I need to rate (kl cite omputeh, rating in burger), jgn nk kate 1 burger, 1 meat patty pon ak xnk bg! sebiji bijan bleh.....
Sebab2 ak x ske:
1) Skrip merapu...pkai simple english n x pyh bbunga2 sgt xleh ke? ni bkn cite shakespeare or phantom of the opera
2) Agk lucah cite ni
3) Kwn dia tu xde gunenye...kate hebat sgt psl Autobots smpai leh create business tp hampeh
4) Towards d end, msa kat Egypt, ade adegan letup2 tu...I notice 2x dia ulang scene The Twins ilang dlm kepulan pasir
5) Robot2 ni cm berat bena je...ape yg dorg langgar sume hancur...tp cmne ade 2 decepticons leh landing atas bangunan and bgaduh atas tu tnpa mendatangkan sebarang kerosakan pd bangunan tsebut?? musykil ak
6) Peluru bjujai2, dunia dh nk ancur, hero n heroin tu gasak bcinta...nk jugak lari pegang2 tgn tu...msa ayh dia xnk lepaskn, dia sibuk soh ayh dia lari, tp bile awek ckp "I'm not going anywhere withou u", trus x ckp pape dh....dh mati idup semula, 1st thing first ckp "I Luv U"...mane dtg heroism nye?
Byk lg la ak nk komen tp mls nk taip....ak rsa, Michael Bay cm syok sndr wat cite ni. I love the cars still but I don like the storyline. Ak rsa Transformers 1 still d best movie in the decade.
P/S: tgk preview Harry Potter, cm x bes je. X sabar nk tunggu Up n Proposal.
If I need to rate (kl cite omputeh, rating in burger), jgn nk kate 1 burger, 1 meat patty pon ak xnk bg! sebiji bijan bleh.....
Sebab2 ak x ske:
1) Skrip merapu...pkai simple english n x pyh bbunga2 sgt xleh ke? ni bkn cite shakespeare or phantom of the opera
2) Agk lucah cite ni
3) Kwn dia tu xde gunenye...kate hebat sgt psl Autobots smpai leh create business tp hampeh
4) Towards d end, msa kat Egypt, ade adegan letup2 tu...I notice 2x dia ulang scene The Twins ilang dlm kepulan pasir
5) Robot2 ni cm berat bena je...ape yg dorg langgar sume hancur...tp cmne ade 2 decepticons leh landing atas bangunan and bgaduh atas tu tnpa mendatangkan sebarang kerosakan pd bangunan tsebut?? musykil ak
6) Peluru bjujai2, dunia dh nk ancur, hero n heroin tu gasak bcinta...nk jugak lari pegang2 tgn tu...msa ayh dia xnk lepaskn, dia sibuk soh ayh dia lari, tp bile awek ckp "I'm not going anywhere withou u", trus x ckp pape dh....dh mati idup semula, 1st thing first ckp "I Luv U"...mane dtg heroism nye?
Byk lg la ak nk komen tp mls nk taip....ak rsa, Michael Bay cm syok sndr wat cite ni. I love the cars still but I don like the storyline. Ak rsa Transformers 1 still d best movie in the decade.
P/S: tgk preview Harry Potter, cm x bes je. X sabar nk tunggu Up n Proposal.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Fall in love with the diffenrences 2
D las post I did mentioned on how important it is to accept the diffences tp post kali ni nk cite on the other side of the story lak
Mmg la kite kene terima perbezaan tu tp perlu ke kite terima secara memkhinzir buta? mmg la syg tp kl dh asik sakit ati, mane dtg bhgianye? atau kite bpura2 bhgia hanya kerana kite bjaya memiliki dia?
"ko yg tlalu memilih"
"ai, nk beli ikan kt psr pon kene pilih tau"
"ko kene terima baik buruk dia seadanya"
"ak terima but its too much...mkn ak terima, mkn dia pijak kepala...ak ade prinsip..."
"ko boleh bhgia dgn prinsip ko tu?"
"blom tentu jugak tp sekurang2nye ak tenang....ko sibuk tekankan yg kite perlu menerima psgn kite seadanya, I think nasihat tu bkn utk ak, tp utk sesiapa yg nak kan ak...tolong la terima ak seadanya..."
Ak leh trima perbezaan itu kl dia pon sma....love is about give n take right?
Mmg la kite kene terima perbezaan tu tp perlu ke kite terima secara memkhinzir buta? mmg la syg tp kl dh asik sakit ati, mane dtg bhgianye? atau kite bpura2 bhgia hanya kerana kite bjaya memiliki dia?
"ko yg tlalu memilih"
"ai, nk beli ikan kt psr pon kene pilih tau"
"ko kene terima baik buruk dia seadanya"
"ak terima but its too much...mkn ak terima, mkn dia pijak kepala...ak ade prinsip..."
"ko boleh bhgia dgn prinsip ko tu?"
"blom tentu jugak tp sekurang2nye ak tenang....ko sibuk tekankan yg kite perlu menerima psgn kite seadanya, I think nasihat tu bkn utk ak, tp utk sesiapa yg nak kan ak...tolong la terima ak seadanya..."
Ak leh trima perbezaan itu kl dia pon sma....love is about give n take right?
Fall in love with the differences
Adalah fakta bile kite dan psangan kite berbeza...org ckp itu yg serinye...kl same bosan....
Mslahnye bukan pd perbezaan tu tp pd penerimaan kite....x kisahla kl kite dn dia bgai langit dn bumi, jauh panggang dr api, asalkan kite sanggup terima, then evrything will be beautiful....
X ske a.k.a benci sgt bile ade pbezaan pendapat, and si dia (lelaki la) akn gunakan kuasa vetonye sbg lelaki utk menegakkan ape yg dia rsa...kl kite x ikut, di katenye kite ni pandai melawan...adeh....kate cinta, sanggup sehidup semati, tp ni baru soh ikut ckp kite sket dh melenting egonye..ape ce???
Bahagia sgt kl ade pbezaan pendapat, dn dia mghargainye....instead of asik nk dgr ckp dia aje, dia trima pndpat kite....or kl x pon, kite leh argue secara baik...better of, jadikan perbezaan tu satu lawak, penyeri hubungan (bukannya modal utk gaduh)....sronok bile msg2 leh open-mind n blaja perbezaan minat msg2, we can learn new things and have fun! doing wat each other love, together, is more than we can ask for. bukan nk soh terima sume pendapat kite, but will appreciate if you could just listen...kl xnk trima, provide the rational reasons la....
P/S: tingat cite hindustan lakonan Hithrik n Kareena (x igt tajuk) psl pbezaan pendapat tp akhirnya jatuh cinta.....
Mslahnye bukan pd perbezaan tu tp pd penerimaan kite....x kisahla kl kite dn dia bgai langit dn bumi, jauh panggang dr api, asalkan kite sanggup terima, then evrything will be beautiful....
X ske a.k.a benci sgt bile ade pbezaan pendapat, and si dia (lelaki la) akn gunakan kuasa vetonye sbg lelaki utk menegakkan ape yg dia rsa...kl kite x ikut, di katenye kite ni pandai melawan...adeh....kate cinta, sanggup sehidup semati, tp ni baru soh ikut ckp kite sket dh melenting egonye..ape ce???
Bahagia sgt kl ade pbezaan pendapat, dn dia mghargainye....instead of asik nk dgr ckp dia aje, dia trima pndpat kite....or kl x pon, kite leh argue secara baik...better of, jadikan perbezaan tu satu lawak, penyeri hubungan (bukannya modal utk gaduh)....sronok bile msg2 leh open-mind n blaja perbezaan minat msg2, we can learn new things and have fun! doing wat each other love, together, is more than we can ask for. bukan nk soh terima sume pendapat kite, but will appreciate if you could just listen...kl xnk trima, provide the rational reasons la....
P/S: tingat cite hindustan lakonan Hithrik n Kareena (x igt tajuk) psl pbezaan pendapat tp akhirnya jatuh cinta.....
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Kita dapat rasa kl org tu x cintakan kita
I got this phrase when I talk to my sis last nite
Yup, I am totally agree with the statement....kite mmg dpt rsa kl org tu x cintakan kite....cume kdg2 bile org tu ckp sumthin sweet sket je, kite dh cair.....xpon, nk sedapkan hati kite, kite ckp dlm hati "he loves me, he just donno how to express it"
Kite dah tahu n kite dpt rsa tp kite nk stay gk ngan dia...knpa? sbb kite harap dia akn brubah, but will he? sbb kite cintakan dia, but bbaloi ke mcintai org yg x cintakan kite?
Tp it also happen where kite rsa dia cintakan kite tp sbnrnye x pon....
Yup, I am totally agree with the statement....kite mmg dpt rsa kl org tu x cintakan kite....cume kdg2 bile org tu ckp sumthin sweet sket je, kite dh cair.....xpon, nk sedapkan hati kite, kite ckp dlm hati "he loves me, he just donno how to express it"
Kite dah tahu n kite dpt rsa tp kite nk stay gk ngan dia...knpa? sbb kite harap dia akn brubah, but will he? sbb kite cintakan dia, but bbaloi ke mcintai org yg x cintakan kite?
Tp it also happen where kite rsa dia cintakan kite tp sbnrnye x pon....
Monday, July 13, 2009
Kwn ak yg sengal
A=Aku
B=My fren
Kat mall...
A: Janji kul bape? skang dh kul bape?
B: Besela, jnji melayu...
Sengih...
Kat Pizza Hut
A: Perlu ke mkn piza gune pisau n garfu?
B: Well, I was born in London u noe..
A: Ceh, td bangga sgt jd melayu! Pkai tgn sudah
Sengih...
Kat dpn GSC
B: G beratur beli tiket, ak tggu kt cni
A: xde, kl nk tgk, kite beratur sama2
B: xnk, ak x ske menunggu
A: Kl ko x ske menunggu, wat gives u d rite utk biarkn ak mnunggu ko selama stengah jam td??
Sengih....
Kat kerusi ktne ntah
B: Bosan la, nk g mane ni?
A: Ntah, mane ak tau...ko yg dh lama kt KL, ko la bwk ak jln2
B: Ntah la, ak pon xtau...bosan
A: So, ape plan ko pasni...nk stay keje kl KL or cri keje kt kpg
B: Dok KL kot
A: Nape?
B: Sbb KL bes, ade mcm2
A: Bukan td ko kate KL ni bosan ke??
Sengih....
Still kt mall
B: Abes nk wtpe ni?
A: Blk r
B: Ala, bosan la blk, awal lg...ak kt umah pon bkn ade watpe
A: dh tu?
B: Jom lepak mamak
Borak jap, dia mnguap...30mnt kemudian, dia mnguap lg....15 minit kemudian, dia mnguap lg....
A: Jom la blk
B: Jom, ak pon dh ngantuk ni
A: Kl dh ngantuk ajk ak lepak mamak ni aphal??
Sengih....
Kat mane la ak jumpa kwn ak ni?? Nape la ak ditakdirkan utk bjumpa dgn dia??
B=My fren
Kat mall...
A: Janji kul bape? skang dh kul bape?
B: Besela, jnji melayu...
Sengih...
Kat Pizza Hut
A: Perlu ke mkn piza gune pisau n garfu?
B: Well, I was born in London u noe..
A: Ceh, td bangga sgt jd melayu! Pkai tgn sudah
Sengih...
Kat dpn GSC
B: G beratur beli tiket, ak tggu kt cni
A: xde, kl nk tgk, kite beratur sama2
B: xnk, ak x ske menunggu
A: Kl ko x ske menunggu, wat gives u d rite utk biarkn ak mnunggu ko selama stengah jam td??
Sengih....
Kat kerusi ktne ntah
B: Bosan la, nk g mane ni?
A: Ntah, mane ak tau...ko yg dh lama kt KL, ko la bwk ak jln2
B: Ntah la, ak pon xtau...bosan
A: So, ape plan ko pasni...nk stay keje kl KL or cri keje kt kpg
B: Dok KL kot
A: Nape?
B: Sbb KL bes, ade mcm2
A: Bukan td ko kate KL ni bosan ke??
Sengih....
Still kt mall
B: Abes nk wtpe ni?
A: Blk r
B: Ala, bosan la blk, awal lg...ak kt umah pon bkn ade watpe
A: dh tu?
B: Jom lepak mamak
Borak jap, dia mnguap...30mnt kemudian, dia mnguap lg....15 minit kemudian, dia mnguap lg....
A: Jom la blk
B: Jom, ak pon dh ngantuk ni
A: Kl dh ngantuk ajk ak lepak mamak ni aphal??
Sengih....
Kat mane la ak jumpa kwn ak ni?? Nape la ak ditakdirkan utk bjumpa dgn dia??
Ak bukan bodoh la, bodoh!
Sakitnye la ati bile...
A-Aku
B-Bodoh
KES 1
A: I dh betulkan effective date ni las week tp x reflect la kt cni, cmne ek?
B: U go here bla bla bla....but b4 u do this, u email PM tu tanya effective date dia bile
A: Dah (sbb ak dh kompemkan la makanye ak tau dia x reflect...kl ak xtau, cmne lak ak tau menatang ni salah)
KES 2
B: I rsa # la
A: x, bukan # tp *
B: You cannot! cannot be *! better check again wif PM
Send an email to PM and the reply said "Yes, u r correct Farah"
A: See, i've told ya
B: No, i think its not correct..
A: Up to you...it is already confirmed that I am right
Sakit jiwa la ak keje ngan org cmni....urrghh....
A-Aku
B-Bodoh
KES 1
A: I dh betulkan effective date ni las week tp x reflect la kt cni, cmne ek?
B: U go here bla bla bla....but b4 u do this, u email PM tu tanya effective date dia bile
A: Dah (sbb ak dh kompemkan la makanye ak tau dia x reflect...kl ak xtau, cmne lak ak tau menatang ni salah)
KES 2
B: I rsa # la
A: x, bukan # tp *
B: You cannot! cannot be *! better check again wif PM
Send an email to PM and the reply said "Yes, u r correct Farah"
A: See, i've told ya
B: No, i think its not correct..
A: Up to you...it is already confirmed that I am right
Sakit jiwa la ak keje ngan org cmni....urrghh....
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Sakit ati!!!
Rini buka email n bca email ni;-
"We conducted an analysis to determine the top utilized websites that were not used for business purposes. Based on our findings and given our current limited bandwidth, we have now blocked selected websites that are not used for business purposes (i.e. Facebook, music streaming etc.). Internet access should be limited to IBM business or activity that pertains to your work only.
We will continue to work diligently with our IT team to sort out a longer term solution to ensure we are all able to effectively and efficiently perform our work."
Ade ke patut?? TAK PATUT!! sape kate facebook is not pertains to my work? tanpa fb, hidupku x bmakna and ak rsa sungguh demotivated utk bkerja....owh, alangkah bosannya hidup ini....
Eeee.....sakit ati!!
"We conducted an analysis to determine the top utilized websites that were not used for business purposes. Based on our findings and given our current limited bandwidth, we have now blocked selected websites that are not used for business purposes (i.e. Facebook, music streaming etc.). Internet access should be limited to IBM business or activity that pertains to your work only.
We will continue to work diligently with our IT team to sort out a longer term solution to ensure we are all able to effectively and efficiently perform our work."
Ade ke patut?? TAK PATUT!! sape kate facebook is not pertains to my work? tanpa fb, hidupku x bmakna and ak rsa sungguh demotivated utk bkerja....owh, alangkah bosannya hidup ini....
Eeee.....sakit ati!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
The New Phase
Smalam bca blog kwn ak, dia cite psl keje dia...kene wat ini, wat itu...skeati dia je tipu bos sbb nk elak wat keje yg x tmaktub dlm LOA...berkire, jgn x berkire...
Sorg lg call ak not long ago, said that she hated her job...so dia nk cr keje len
Sorg lg plak, pergi interview, katenye dh dpt job tu, report duty on 1st july tp dh 1st July pon x dpt lg offer letter...risau bukan main...ari-ari mengadu 'kesengsaraan' dia tu....but finally, dia dpt offer tu, effective 15th July...huhuhu....i'm glad for him...
This is the new phase of my life....dh start keje...so sume cite ngan kwn2 pon psl keje je....dh xde lg cerita psl budak ensem kt kelas seblah....or soalan kat buku teks page 18 tu x dpt nk diselesaikan, jwpn x same ngan jwpn kt blakang....kl borak pon psl hal mslah kt tempat keje, of course tajuk utamanya ngumpat bos la...hahaha....
The next phase, mesti cerita psl kawen....kawen? ermm...lambat lg kot.....
Sorg lg call ak not long ago, said that she hated her job...so dia nk cr keje len
Sorg lg plak, pergi interview, katenye dh dpt job tu, report duty on 1st july tp dh 1st July pon x dpt lg offer letter...risau bukan main...ari-ari mengadu 'kesengsaraan' dia tu....but finally, dia dpt offer tu, effective 15th July...huhuhu....i'm glad for him...
This is the new phase of my life....dh start keje...so sume cite ngan kwn2 pon psl keje je....dh xde lg cerita psl budak ensem kt kelas seblah....or soalan kat buku teks page 18 tu x dpt nk diselesaikan, jwpn x same ngan jwpn kt blakang....kl borak pon psl hal mslah kt tempat keje, of course tajuk utamanya ngumpat bos la...hahaha....
The next phase, mesti cerita psl kawen....kawen? ermm...lambat lg kot.....
Thanx to my dear friend Izzah
Highest compliment to my dear friend Izzah who so rajin n baik ati to create this beautiful theme for my blog...exactly like I wish it should be
Ak ni slow sikit bab2 teknologi ni...nsb bek ade kwn yg teror multimedia, leh dpt khidmat secara pcuma...soon kwn ak grad engineering n medic....leh la ak wat umah n dptkn medical advise secra percume...pergh, alangkah bahagia....
nmpknye ak perlu perluaskn rangkaian kenalan ak....technically, ak perlu seorg kwn yg bjawatan Pegawai Bank spy senang ak nk wat loan...huhuhu....
Ak ni slow sikit bab2 teknologi ni...nsb bek ade kwn yg teror multimedia, leh dpt khidmat secara pcuma...soon kwn ak grad engineering n medic....leh la ak wat umah n dptkn medical advise secra percume...pergh, alangkah bahagia....
nmpknye ak perlu perluaskn rangkaian kenalan ak....technically, ak perlu seorg kwn yg bjawatan Pegawai Bank spy senang ak nk wat loan...huhuhu....
Friday, July 3, 2009
Nape ek???
Nape ek?? Every Jumaat x byk kete on d road...sronok je ak memecut...cepat je smpai opis...
Nape ek?? w/pn pg Jumaat x byk kete, you'll wait on d evening, after offis hour, byk pulak keretanye...mane dtg kete2 ni? pg td xde...
Nape ek?? kl ari Isnin tu, kereta byk bena...d same time I went out from house, smpai kt opis mesti lewat 15minutes!
X fhm la...ade ofis yg keje 4 ari sehari jeke? ade company yg wat meeting every monday ke? nape traffic jd cmtu ek? nape ekk????
Nape ek?? w/pn pg Jumaat x byk kete, you'll wait on d evening, after offis hour, byk pulak keretanye...mane dtg kete2 ni? pg td xde...
Nape ek?? kl ari Isnin tu, kereta byk bena...d same time I went out from house, smpai kt opis mesti lewat 15minutes!
X fhm la...ade ofis yg keje 4 ari sehari jeke? ade company yg wat meeting every monday ke? nape traffic jd cmtu ek? nape ekk????
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Sedih...kene marah...
Sedihnye....rini kene marah....silly stupid mistake I made....I well deserved it TAPI...
Kene mrh dah tua2 ni, rsa lain macam la...kl kecik2 dulu kene mrh, masuk telinga kiri kua telinga kanan la...tp skang ni bile kne mrh, rsa rendah diri, demotivated, humiliated sgt2...rasa menyampah pon ade...hek eleh, psl hal kecik nk kecoh2, apahal...I'm not stupid, I just a bit careless, don't make such a fuss leh tak
Dan yg plg sengal, bile ade je yg nk jadi sekam dlm api....I already admit my mistake kn, x payah la nk bg syarahan panjang lebar lg....saje nk menambah bengang n sakit ati...again, I'm not stupid...I saw where I've done wrong so x payah nk lecture lagi ok
Call me keras kepala...call me 'bega'...call me 'kedegaq'...I don care...don upset when I tend not to hear to you when I've confess my mistake....a silly stupid small tiny mistake....huh!
Kene mrh dah tua2 ni, rsa lain macam la...kl kecik2 dulu kene mrh, masuk telinga kiri kua telinga kanan la...tp skang ni bile kne mrh, rsa rendah diri, demotivated, humiliated sgt2...rasa menyampah pon ade...hek eleh, psl hal kecik nk kecoh2, apahal...I'm not stupid, I just a bit careless, don't make such a fuss leh tak
Dan yg plg sengal, bile ade je yg nk jadi sekam dlm api....I already admit my mistake kn, x payah la nk bg syarahan panjang lebar lg....saje nk menambah bengang n sakit ati...again, I'm not stupid...I saw where I've done wrong so x payah nk lecture lagi ok
Call me keras kepala...call me 'bega'...call me 'kedegaq'...I don care...don upset when I tend not to hear to you when I've confess my mistake....a silly stupid small tiny mistake....huh!
Welcome Onboard
Hahaha....sendiri menyambut diri sendiri
Yeay yeay, dh ade blog...ak dh ade blog kt frenster seblom ni tp kt opis baru ni xleh buka frenster lak...kwn ak kencang dok xpress emotion dia, ak nk gk...makanya ak create blog kt Blogspot ni
Sori zah, ak x ikut idea ko...cm best je Blogspot ni....no heart taking ek dear....
looking forward to express myself....
Yeay yeay, dh ade blog...ak dh ade blog kt frenster seblom ni tp kt opis baru ni xleh buka frenster lak...kwn ak kencang dok xpress emotion dia, ak nk gk...makanya ak create blog kt Blogspot ni
Sori zah, ak x ikut idea ko...cm best je Blogspot ni....no heart taking ek dear....
looking forward to express myself....
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