Bertuah kalau kita dapat seseorang yang kita boleh share everything...everything...unfortunately, not everybody got the privilege...
Was soooo sad one day. I need to call this one friend, who I knew will understand of what I'm going to share. But to my dissappointment, the call left unanswered. Somehow, I really need someone to hear me. Aku mesej dia....
"You, I sedih...."
"Kenapa sedih ni you?" -Lega rasanya bila ada org concern
"Nothing la...dah nasib I macam ni kot...kene la I hadapi" - Decided not to let dia knows how I felt inside....because dia won't understand...
"Kenapa ni you, kenapa?" - So I decided to share....
After the long explanation, dia answered.......
"Jangan la sedih you...hal kecik je kan..."
Hmm....dah agak dia takkan faham....
"Yeah, hal kecik...so, you tengah watpe?"
"You, I minta maaf kalau I tak faham you...."
"It's ok..."
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Tak lama lepas tu, my phone rang
"Sayang, kenapa? Sorry tadi aku mandi"
" Aku..................." And I burst my tears out
Lega akhirnya dapat luahkan perasaan. Dalam hidup aku, semua orang yang aku kenal penting...let he/she be someone I know just in the cyber world. Aku tak percaya pada istilah "Dialah segala-galanya untuk aku...." or "Aku akan mati tanpanya..." sebab I had all my friends with me. Dengan merekalah aku kumpul kekuatan untuk terus hidup. And Alhamdulillah, Allah faham hamba-Nya yang sorang ni makanya Dia berikan aku kawan-kawan yang setia di sisi.
huhuhuhu...mcm kenal je ayat message kwn ko y mandi tu..hehehehehe...
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