Mimpi

Ak mimpi itu lagi......

Tak tahu kenapa, dah lama ak mimpikan mimpi ni. Lama tak lama la, sejak dari tahun lepas. Mimpi ni bukan kerap datang, seminggu x sekali pon..tapi kerap as in rasanya dah 4kali ak mimpikan mimpi ni, mungkin lebih, ak x ingat. Yang peliknya mimpi ni akan bermula dengan situasi yang sama.

Sedar-sedar ak dah ade dekat majlis. I can't see myself because what I see is from the view of my eyes. You understand? It's like I'm holding a video and recording the scene.

Clueless...I asked myself what happen? Then someone will tell me that it was my majlis. It was arranged by my family"Oh, arini majlis tunang/nikah ak and it was arranged, no wonder ak tak tau. Tapi siapa pasangan ak???

Then I will saw a man..from far away..when I looked at him, he will looked at me, like there was a great chemistry between us. He's smiling..smile so brighltly as it was our day. And I will ask myself again-Who is he???

From there, mimpi ak akan berubah. Pernah ak mimpi pasangan ak adalah that special person in my life, and I cry...Pernah ak mimpi pasangan ak adalah orang tua yang dah xde gigi! And I cry like hell!! Sampai bile ak tersedar dari mimpi, ak tersedu sedan dan pipi ak basah.

But last night, he was...okay. Muke hensem, lembut, sweet. He seems familiar but til now, i can't figure out who he is. The dream was beautiful...after we looked each other, we.....the dream is beautiful...

Why? Why I had this weird dream of me getting married? Kene kawen paksa lak tu. Adakah ini namanye seru? Is this a signal that it is the right time for me to get married? Masalahnye, kenapa bagi signal sekarang sedangkan ak takde calon?

Confuse.....