Should auld acquantance be forgot?

"Hai cutie"

"Hai..how u feel, to start at BU?"

"Ah huh....(looking at a girl) Hey, she's cute!"

"Hey, u said just now I cute"

"No! She's cute but you, Comel! It's a higher level of cuteness"

"Yela tu....will miss u la"

"Will miss u too....stay cute ya?"

"Sorry, I can't. I comel....higher, remember? higher...."

"Hahahaha.....yes yes"

Seriously, I will miss you.

Bon voyage Mr. Chairman......

Mr. Chairman is doing his happie face.

Jerat persaudaraan

X reti nak describe macam mana marah and bengangnye aku skang ni. Tahap gunung berapi nak meletup la.

Tapi masalahnye, aku ni tengah marah kat kakak aku. Takyah la nak cite kenapakah, bagaimanakah atau apakah, itu blakang kira. Aku just nak cite yg aku marah sgt, tp aku xleh nk buat ape-ape, sbb dia kakak dan aku adik.

"Ha, tula...dulu dah ade akak cerewet sgt...elok je-"

"Yg dh lepas tu lepas la, xyah ungkit lg"

Errkkk...terdiam terus aku.

Huhuhu....seksanya bila kite marah tapi x boleh nk luahkan. Jerat persaudaraan betol la. Baru je nak kasi sound sket, dia sudah marah da. Sebagai adik, what else can I say??? Urgh, bengang!

Breath in...breath out....breath in...breath out....astaghfirullah alazim....astaghfirullah alazim......

Tido!

SS-Syok Sendiri

Aku tak tau kenapa aku masih menulis (a.k.a menaip) kat blog ni padahal ak bukan ade follower.

BOOOooooo utk diri sendiri

Muakakaka... (jiwa kacau)

Ketara ke'sengalan'nya

"Its okay, I paid for u already"

"Really? Eh, xpe ke? Brape? Bia abang byr blk"

"Its okay la"

"Eh, serius ni, brape?"

"Xpela..."

Ktorg gi makan char kuey teow. U know how kuey teow's stall look like rite? It just a small stall, fit for the cook to fry the kuey-teow la. In front of the stall, he/she will put up the sign-the name of the stall and the price of the kuey-teow. This particular kuey-teow that we ate, sell only one type of kuey teow that cost RM4 per plate. So, I think u can imagine la how big the sign is.

Now, back to my Abang tadi, ak rasa cm nak tgelak besar je. Hek eleh, sengal je mamat ni...Ko dh nmpk price tu, if u really want to pay me back, bayar jela RM4. Buat-buat tanya plak...

Being a gentleman? Kl nk jadi gentleman, dari awal td dia dh byr...so kesimpulannye, dia sengal! Muakakaka.....

Lantak la dia, janji dia bahagia

"Siapa Mimie tu bang?"

"Oh Mimie tu ex-tunang abg. Baru-baru ni abg jumpa dia balik, and dapat tau dia dah janda, so kapel la blk. Ujung thn ni nikah gantung insyaAllah"

Ak terkedu. Shock. Dalam ati sempat jugak terlintas "Kesian abang...."

Cop, kenapa perlu terkedu dan kesian? Sebab dia dapat janda dan bukan anak dara?

Orang Melayu kita ni takut sangat dgn perkataan "janda" tu, its like a taboo word. Jadi janda salah, kawan ngan janda salah, kawen ngan janda pon salah! Padahal x semestinye janda tu jahat. Mungkin dia jadi janda pun sebab suami dia yg salah.

Kenapa mesti nak kawen dengan anak dara dan bukan janda? Sebab janda barang "second hand"? Maaf kalau bahasa ak kasar tp memang itu pun mentaliti kita kn....Persoalannya, yg dara tu betul-betul ada dara ke?

Lantak dia la, janji dia bahagia.....Esok-esok bile dia buat kenduri, perut kita jugak yang kenyang makan lauk pengantin. Esok-esok bile dia beranak, kita jugak yang untung bila anak dia jadi pemimpin negara. Lantak dia la......

Jangan dilayan....

E'eh, dia online...

"Salam Sir. I'm Farah. Still remember me? ur student who bla bla bla...."

"Sure, I still remember u. How r u?"

"Fine tq, and u?"

And the chat went on...and on...and on....

"So have u change status?"

"Not yet la sir...m still single and available. Do u have any1 to promote to me? hehehhe"

"Me. 3 lg single"

Parak! Xleh dilayan ni. Tembak!

"3? Are u sure? Not 2?"

"Ok la Farah, I'm a bit bz. Next week is exam week. Talk to you later"

"Sure sir. Bye"

Hehehhehehe.......sori la Sir, bkn nk malukan Sir, cume malas nk layan Sir mggatal. Hahaha!!

Bukan rupe jadi ukuran

Ak ni orang yang pentingkan paras rupa dalam pasangan w/pun ak sedar ak tak la cantik sangat nak demand. Ikut taste ak la kan...kl pada ak hensem tp pada org lain tak, pedulik! Makanya kl ak dh dapat yg ensem tu, ak mula la cair thp eskem kat dalam ketuhar. Taste ak cam Aaron Aziz, Aliff Aziz, Samuel Rizal, Fahrin Ahmad tak, Johnny Depp

Dalam erti kate lain, ak x pandang sgt org yg tak hensem. Kawan je boleh la. TAPI pada malam ini ak sedar, bukan rupa jadi ukuran

Contohnya macam kawan ak ni. Dia tak hensem. Very skinny, mata a bit terjojol, a bit jongang, a bit bongkok...tapi he's very funny! Dia sangat selamba, sangat bersahaja. Dan kata-katanya bukan omong kosong, ada pengertian, ada unsur nasihat, ada impian. And when he listen to me very carefully, saya sangat suke! Dan saya mula jatuh hati....cop cop, bkn jatuh hati jatuh cinta.Jatuh hati in a sense where ak rasa senang dengan dia. Sangat senang sebenarnye...

Maka pada malam ini, ak membuat pembetulan pada diri ak, bukan rupa jadi ukuran, tapi keselesaan dan kesenangan yg dicari pada pasangan.

P/S: Tapi kl dapat yang hensem, lumayan juga dibawa ke mall.

Last time

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

*When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

#When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you....

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do

Repeat * & #

-Avril Lavigne-

Finally you went away....

Finally, I let you go.....

Be happy dear....my love is always for you

(Even you don't know it...)

Tak faham....

Nobody wanna see us together

But it don’t matter no

Cause I got you babe

Nobody wanna see us together

But it don’t matter no

Cause I got you babe

-AKON-

The only person who don't wanna see us together is ME!

Huh? Apakah ini?

Jiwa kacau.........

Jeng Jeng Jeng!!

The above picture is an image of a kolam I made myself, together with my two other colleagues. This is in conjunction of the Kolam Decoration Competition which was held here, in my office, in celebration for the coming Deepavali.

Ape itu "kolam"? Ala, yang beras kaler-kaler yg Indian slalu hias kat rumah dorang tu. Since this is an Indian culture, I was a bit excite to join it. Ala, just to gain experience, have fun. There are 3people in my team, a Chinese, an Indian and me, a Malay. 1 Malaysia we are!

I am proud to announce that out of 13 teams who were joining in, my team won 3rd place! Yeaayyy!!! The kolam was designed by me myself, ehem ehem! Cantik tak? Sadly, we were left out by the 2nd place winner by just one mark. Urgh, geramnye!

Pape pon, I had a really great time doing it. And all other colleagues, especially Indian, are very proud with my team as we are 1 Malaysia team but manage to place ourself at 3rd place. Yeah, of course, the 2nd and first winner are an Indian team.

Sopan kah??

"Alamak, lupe nk tgk wyg rini! Adik pakai baju kurung!"

"Akk dah pakai seluar...hehehehe...nak jumpa ane?"

"Hoh, gi sendiri2 la. Adik nk balik tuka baju"

Hoh, betulkah?

Nak balik ke xnak?

Nak balik ke x payah?

Balik rumah-4okm. Dari rumah ke cinema-45km. Travel hampir 90km hanya untuk tukar baju?

Tapi, kalau tak tukar, takkan nak pakai baju kurung tgk wayang? Sopannye!

Nak balik ke taknak?

I've seen better

Yesterday, i watched this movie-Surrogates, starring my superhero idol, Mr. Bruce Willis. Its about how we live our life in the future-through Surrogates. We send them to live our daily life with our mind controlling them while our body resting at home. For better review and the ending, you should go to cinema and watch it yourself. hehehehe...

My comment would be, BORING...plain story-line, expection action, bad script. I am not saying that you should not go and watch it, but as compared to his other movies, I must say that this is the least kaboom one. My favourite will still be Die Hard. And for this robotic genre, I Robot still receive my highest vote.

However Bruce Willis, I still love you ^_^

I am captured by this Surrogate idea thou...I wish to have one. I want the one with Angelina Jolie's face so I could be Brad Pitt's wife. Hikhik!

Plan to watch Papadom lak next time.

I'm sorry and I'm not

Yesterday, I was bloody moody. My moods swang. First I was just fine , laughing with my friends, telling jokes, and my works go smoothly. Then out of sudden, I lost my happiness and gloomy conquered me, without reason. Somehow I felt that it was rational for a woman. Hahahahahaha.....

So today, I have two confessions to make;

1- Due to my unstable emotion condition yesterday, I tend to be "honest" and spill out what I felt inside. I didn't expect that he would read it! Therefore, my deepest apologize goes to you Mr. Jacksparrow. I still admire you in many other ways thou....hehehehehe......

2- However, it was not due to my unstable emotion condition that I really pissed off yesterday. There are jokes that we just can't stand off. Look, our defintion of jokes and fun are different. So don't expect me to laugh out loud when you prank me like that and cause me a big humilition. Therefore, I am not sorry for saying those words to you. I am not the type of person who cursing out loud but somehow yesterday I did cause you were way beyond my limit.

People (including me), do respect others in the bestest way you could.

You wont know..

1. Saya tak suka orang panas baran.
2. Saya tak suka orang yang mengamuk tak tentu pasal, apatah lagi kalau salah tu bukan salah saya.
3. Saya tak suka suara tinggi dan kasar.

Kakak aku pernah tanya "Adik nak yang mana-orang yang panas baran tapi faham hati adik, atau orang yang tak pernah marah adik tapi dia tak tau ape yang adik nak?" Aku jawab aku pilih orang yang tak panas baran. Mungkin sebab aku anak bongsu kot, jarang kena marah so aku tak suka dimarahi. Bukan tak boleh ditegur, tapi kalau nak menegur tu, guna cara yg lebih berhemah.

Baca blog sesorang arini. Dek kerana sifat panas barannya, dia dah buat kesilapan bodoh. Mistakenly think that the boy of his love is her boyfriend but instead, he is just a brother. He might loose the girl. Gile ko sebut perkataan Fuck tu kat depan bakal abang ipar.

Tak faham, cool sket tak boleh ke?

Tapi sebab cool dia tu la aku tak pernah faham dia. Dia selalu cakap "Tak payah plan. Just go with the flow" Ah, kusut kepala aku! And sebab cool dia tu, dia buat sesuatu yang tak boleh nk undur balik.

"I dont know what to do and what to think of" he said.

Geramnye! What does he think I would reply? I am clueless myself. Just go with the flow u said? Ha, skang, berenang la ko sorang2!

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A message from him,

"Try and think about it. If your heart is closed plz dont locked it. Put your key back in the pocket. Think this through"

And my reply,

"The reason why I can't open my heart is because dia dah berkarat, the key won't work"

You wont know if I'm crying inside, will you?

If There's A Way I'll Find It Someday

If only one could understand how I felt, it would have been very clear to say that I found it very difficult to withstand the typhoon of emotions I had in mind. It was so sudden that a garden of hopes changed into an empty field of my own miseries.-Mr.Jacksparrow the blogger.

I don really know how to express the feeling inside as I'm not good with words, but the above quote from the great Mr.Jack, did explain evrything.

I am angry, but for what reason? Everything seems unlogical, not making any sense. Yet, I'm trembling inside. The flood of emotions are unbearable that I need hands to reach me out-but nothing is there...since his hands are gone.

"You won't know until you ask."-said Mr.Jack

Should I? I afraid, the unforeseen answer I might get, might deepen the cut. My heart can't take any more misery, it bleed enough.

What do you want dear? What am I suppose to do? If there's a way I'll find it someday....

P/S: To my dear Ruhil, thank you for borrowing me your shoulder